my last day sucked. it was slow so my coworker offered to let me go home early, which i did. then they asked me to come back and i said no because like... it was my last day anyway and i had already settled in at my place, i really didn't feel like going back. they guilted me really hard about it and i felt horrible. call me overly sensitive but i ended up having a really bad anxiety attack after some of the things they said to me to make me feel bad about leaving.
i'm just so glad i'm out of such a toxic workplace. for so many reasons, it was not an ideal place to work. like i said before i love coffee and i love being a barista, but the job just doesn't love me back...
i've started going to the other coffee shop in town for my morning cup. it's definitely a different vibe and to be completely honest their coffee is nowhere near as good (they don't even weigh their doses, eugh) but i'd rather do that than keep going to the shop where i used to work. also, once i get my home espresso bar up and running again i can just make my coffee at home :D
anyway, i start my new hours at the new job on friday and i'm stoked about it. i'm so excited to have energy again and not have the life sucked out of me after every shift. most of all, i'm looking forward to having it in me to do art again !!
