@mournsuns said :Ā Ā ā some days you will breathe and it will be enough āĀ Ā ( between you & these bones.Ā Ā /Ā Ā accepting !! )
Ā Ā Ā theyāre laid out on the couch together, and noctis has settled comfortably against dove, laying his head in their lap. dove cards their fingers through his hair, slow and easy. the tv is on, playing something, but honestly, noctis has no idea whatās even on, is not processing those words at all. he presses his face against dove, lets out a little sigh as he does. on bad pain days, the emotions run high for him, run too high, to the point where everything seems to blur together and thereās nothing he can do to fight it.Ā
Ā Ā Ā when dove speaks, it takes a moment to process. everything feels far away on days like this, days where heās almost frozen with the pain thatās always at least an underlying current under his skin.Ā
Ā Ā Ā he hums in response, turns his head again so that he can catch the hand in his hair and press a kiss to doveās palm. today is one of those days, those days when breathing is the best he has to give. itās enough, or at least, it feels like enough today.Ā
Ā Ā Ā āĀ love you,Ā āĀ he mumbles, turns his head back to tuck his face back against doveās stomach.Ā Ā āĀ love you.Ā ā
Ā Ā Ā he closes his eyes. seems like a good time for a nap.