#mostly taylor

Well tonight I finally got to video chat with @delicatelylovingyou and I'm so so so happy, it feels so good to know what her voice sounds like and talk about taylor and life and lost friendships and the lion king for 2 hours

A thought just passed me by, that being “what do we do to indicate which of us is fronting?” And honestly Katt and I haven’t the slightest idea how to do that. Wardrobe too varied to color code us and that won’t account for if we switch mid day, talking different won’t work because we mostly talk the same (though katt sometimes slips into some weird bastardized amalgamation of accents for a reason we don’t know), and changing our name/bio on platforms is stupid and tedious to do too often (and could clue in people we can’t afford to let know Katt’s trans and has alters). Then again, the external differentiation is only really to self affirm our existence, keep the fog at bay

I bawl my eyes out when I watch people opening videos from Taylor because I'm just so happy for them and I love Taylor so much because of this & so much more and I'm just a crier tbh I cry over everything

You can tell what I thinks important by what’s on my camera roll…

wondering if someone is actually crying when they say 'omg literally crying'

night kids