#morablack

"You didn't ask for his children either..." Sarinna said softly, and she walked away from the crib after putting the little one down. "You didn't want growth when you were dead." She looked at Mora and looked down. "And yes, it is too much to ask for from him. His main rule is that love is not to exist in the Kingdom. He broke that for you." Mora rolled her eyes and she huffed, another sniff, "They are more mine than his, what does that have to do with it, they could have been anyone's, remember. " She looked at Sarinna again when she spoke of Mora once being dead " I didn't need it when I was. none of this mattered like it does now. " She looked away when Sarinna said he broke that rule for her.. "You know it wasn't me who he broke that for, i just happened to be in the right place ..at the right time.." she fingered the sole of a knitted booty, brown and trimmed in fur.

"He doesn't love me" "They're his. If they had been anyone else's, they would be dead by now. You wouldn't have this home, and you wouldn't be here." Sarinna looked at the crib as she spoke and turned to Mora.

"Maybe you weren't the one he broke that rule for, but he could have easily implemented it back after she left, and he didn't." She crossed her arms and sighed. "He could have left to be in someone else's arms right now." She walked to the door and peeked out, looking at the Flea sitting on the couch. "The Flea hasn't taken him anywhere. That's enough to show you he does." Her words to Mora stung her a bit, but she was used to it. "I am saying he doesn't care that they are his. He wants me gone anytime he hates me, I don't want to keep fucking doing this shit. I am not going to fucking hang around for the sake of his humor. He can take back his cold heart and fuck anything that tries to warm it. I know him, if he likes it or not, if -anyone- likes it or not. He won't find in them what he has in me. So if he goes looking for it he best not stop. " she snarled some and tossed the booty across the bed. Mora moved from the bed, crossing the room to her vanity. She didn't want to look at herself, and made a disgusted noise when she finally did. She sat and started to clean her face up some from the dark makeup that trailed her cheeks. "He knows what he did and he didn't have to. " Mora closed her eyes again and fought off the feeling she felt when the King and her were fighting. "I don't need you to tell me how great he is , I need him to know how to be it, on his own”

Leaning against the wall, Sarinna sighed. "He wants you gone because he doesn't want you to go through this..." She looked away, thinking about how she was never ever going to be allowed to leave. "And you're right. He won't find someone like you. Just like he hasn't found someone like Lily." She turned to look at her. "But you're not her. You're Mora, and you have made an impact on him. You leave right now and every Rat and Dread Lord will be out watching your every step. And the King may announce that no one hurt the children, but these Ratz don't care. They're all bound to die anyway."

Sarinna pushed herself away from the wall and walked toward the crib. The babies looked as if their eyes were beginning to close. "He knows it. That's why he acts the way he does." She reached into the crib and caressed the babies' faces. "I've been going through this, with him, without him. Even if he wants me to not have this, he says he won't let me go. always his. WHats the fucking point. He wants me to see that I am not good enough for him. I SEE it" she raised her voice some, the babies both startled with it, if it wasn't for Sarinna swaddling them they would have surely started to cry. Instead they both seemed to suckle on their fingers and fall back into sleep. Mora went quiet for a moment as if listening to their movements before she started speaking again.

"He can go find her! that's what's fucked up. He can and it would still not be the same. Even so, I would rather him do that then be only his afterthought, I can't find happiness in her shadow, and neither will they" she rubbed her arms some as she spoke of her children.  Mora grimaced some and looked like she might cry again. "and your child.. when he learns of his son? It will be something else he will want. I do not want to be treated like I or my children are dispensable. We are not superfluous, I won't let them be. I won't let myself be.” Sarina sighed, rolling her eyes. She wasn't getting through to Mora. She was about to head toward the door when Mora mentioned her child. That was when the night elf turned to look at her. "He...mustn't learn of his son." She had shed too many tears by now to shed more. It hurt to think of him. Sarinna shook her head and sighed again.

"You don't know what you have. What you have, others would kill for." She reached for the doorknob.

"I already told you, it won't be from me, what does that get me but more heartache. " Mora sighed out watching Sarinna walk to the door. "I know Sarinna, I know what I have, don't act like it fell easily in my lap. I have killed for it. So everyone should be aware that I am still capable of that. " she stood again and walked to her closet looking over her clothing "Only now I have a reason to, before, before was only for fun." Sarinna shook her head and walked out. It was a few moments before there was a knock on the door. The Flea walked in, sporting a new white suit and his large black hat now had a white band around it to match. "Dahlia?" He stepped in and smiled. "I'm assuming there's something going on. Especially when Sarinna gives me those eyes of hers." He chuckled a little and walked to the crib. He smiled as the babies slept and he turned to Mora. Another sniff and Jhon's voice had Mora turning her head some. She side eye'ed his suit, his hat, and found it hard not to smile even just a little at how nice he looked. "She wants me to be humble, Its kinda hard when my face don't feel so reserved." she walked by the bed and looked him over again. "I can't let him hurt me anymore Jhonathan. Sarinna is ok with that, she will find a way to make it ok, I know I can to. I just don't want to anymore" The Flea nodded and took a seat in the rocking chair. "I told you to get as far away as possible," he said in a softer tone. "And then there was something about me betraying the King or whatnot...I don't recall." He pulled his right jacket sleeve up and exhaled. "So, where do you want me to take you?" He looked at some of the things on the bed, "Because obviously you intend on leaving." "I still do not want to “get away”, I want to be by his side. It's where I always want to be. He just is ok with that not being where I belong. What would you have me do. You convinced me to stay once before. Stay - go which is it Jhonathan? Do you honestly care? We have not talked intimately in so long I am not sure how you feel anymore. Am I in your best interest? are they?" she tilted her bruised chin up at the cribs.

"Where should you take us then.. Silvermoon, where my love, my only plans on attacking. Or Dalaran because he just wouldn't be bothered, " Mora paused thinking about it for a moment, having contacts in each place. The Flea leaned back on the chair and began to rock slowly. "Honestly? No. Because all this is a game to you two. You two are all over each other. Then he's the King. Then you hate that he's the King. Then he hates that you hate that he's the King. Then you run off. Then you threaten to leave. Then he destroys himself. Then we have to fix this mess. Then the two of you come together." He lifted his hands and slowly pressed his hands together. "And then you two are all over each other. And frankly, it gets tiresome."

The undead man spoke gently, but there was a bit of disdain in his voice. "I'm just the taxi here, although I'm sure Sarinna didn't intend for me to be, but being a friend and all," he smiled, stressing word friend a bit, "You haven't cared about talking since they arrived. And I hold no ill will toward them. They are darling. No, I do not blame the babes at all." He looked up at Mora. "I blame their parents."

"So maybe I am thinking of their best interest. Although, since I'm being so bold with the Queen of Ratz, I would take them to Kelah, who would really have their best interest in mind, and you two could continue living this little immature relationship you two enjoy so much."

He rocked a little faster. "I would take you to wherever you'll be welcomed with open arms first. I mean, I have taken you to both locations. I'm sure one of your many male friends would be happy to take you in, especially if you tell them that the father of your children...whatever happened." He waved a hand and shrugged. "What will it be? But hurry because if Sarinna comes back, I remain silent and walk away. She would kill me if she knew I was offering this right now”

"You are wrong, I don't hate him because he is the King. I hate him because he treats me like I am not his Queen when it's convenient for him. I SAID I never wanted that, but he gave it to me, you all applied it and I accepted, because the kingdom is my home. And if we have not talked because of my responsibilities to my children then you should make an effort to be here for me Jhon, I stayed away while you asked me to, with your life. Fine.. and she left you But I am still here. You have never been just a taxi to me. but don't you fucking dare act like this is enjoyable for me and therefore invalid. I am not going to let him hit me anymore and I am not going to be fucking made to think one thing and told another. I do not do that to him "

She walked back to her closet and started to pull a few things down, tossing them to the bed and then grabbing a bag to stuff her things in. "So don't talk down to me or about my relationship. I will not take my children to Kelah, I don't know what she is doing, and she already has her hands full. My children are not going to be 2nd to anyone" She moved and grabbed up another bag and started to stuff baby things into them. She looked at him as he mentioned her having options. "So what if they are male, you think there is no wickedness in the females who would take me in? with or without me saying what my reason was. I will be fine. " but she wasn't entirely sure on that. It wasn't just her anymore.

Once she hurried to move and gather the things she wanted to take on her shoulders she summoned her demon hounds. They walked in from the other room kinda summon. Mora heaped her things onto one of the saddles and then prepared herself to place the babies in the sling she wore under her fur coat, and a cloak. Looking to the flea "help me with them, we will go to silvermoon" "I remember that differently, but I will not argue with you." The Flea lowered his hand as he adjusted his sleeve. He listened quietly, smiling. When she brought up Lilthessa without mentioning her. His smile faltered a little but he tried to maintain his appearance. He recalled their talks when he offered to take Mora far away from the Kingdom and she refused it. WIth a shrug, he nodded when she spoke about males and females.