Haikyuu boys saying something hurtful in an argument.
A/n: Hello! This is my first post, not sure if its good or not but I hope you enjoy! Please leave your feedback, id love to hear!
Feat. Kuroo, Tsukishima
SLIGHT CURSING
Genre: Hurt/comfort
Tsukishima x reader, Kuroo x reader
Part 1, Part 2
𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑘𝑖𝑠𝒉𝑖𝑚𝑎:
You and Kei rarely argued, but when you did, it was hell. That didn’t changed anything though, you loved him and he loved you.
Unlocking the door to a quiet apartment you stepped in, tired from a long and stressful day at work. Just wanting to curl up in your loving boyfriends arms and watch a movie. Opening your phone to quickly send him a message, wanting confirmation of your evening plans.
Hey Baby, haven't had a very good day, what time are you coming home?
Read 5:49
I see, leaving people on read now?
Read 5:51
We can watch a movie later, up to you. Miss you, come home safely, Love you.
Read 5:56
6:30 came around and no sign of Kei, thinking nothing about it you assumed he got held up at work or got stuck in traffic and would arrive home soon. You decided to do some cooking while you waited so you two could have something to snack on.
At 7:30 you checked your phone, no response. You began to worry, but carried on with your cooking as if it was nothing.
7:46 was the time you finished preparing all the snacks you had made and still no response from Kei. You cleaned up your mess in the kitchen and decided to sit on the couch and watch some tv.
8:00 you heard a notification from your phone, the anticipation that was building up made it quick to check your phone. No response still, you were now irritated and worried. Your thoughts were eating you alive, thinking the worst, you picked up the phone to call him.
Just as you were to hit the call button, you heard keys at the door. He stepped in, groggy and exhausted, kicking his shoes off lazily not caring that they were in the wrong place. “Where were you?” you asked in relief, but relief soon changed to irritation from the lack of information about his whereabouts.
“Work” he replied in a tired voice
“Work?, why didn’t you respond to my texts?“
“I don't know. I'm not in the mood to talk about this“
“You’re not the only one that has had a bad day, I was worried about you, I just wanted to spend time with you.“ You saw the annoyance and irritation grow in his eyes.
“Y/n, its not my fault that you need constant attention“ before you could respond he stated “when you don't get that attention your fucking useless“
damn.
that remark led to an argument both of you were too tired for. Then to a fight
☾ ⋆･ﾟ:⋆･ﾟ:⠀ ⋆.:･ﾟ .: ⋆･ﾟ: .⋆ ⋆･ﾟ: ☾
You and Kei have been arguing for 30 minutes back and forth relentless yelling. “I just don't get why your so damn clingy!” but before you could respond he cuts you off, “you know I could find someone much better than you” you were speechless, you came home from an awful day and just wanted to spend time with your boyfriend and this happened. As you look to the ground not even bothering to respond, you avoid eye contact and walk out.
Though you were a strong person and didn't get hurt easily, something about today made you more sensitive to your boyfriends bitchy remarks. You could usually take being left on read, but from the beginning of the day to the end you were pissed and upset, only wanted to be held and loved.
That night, he went to bed easily due to exhaustion and anger. You didn't come to bed at the time that you usually do. He didn't think anything of it, actually he was kind of relieved. At around 2 am he woke up and noticed you still weren't in bed, at this point he started to get a bit worried.
“This is ridiculous y/n” he stated, he walked around your shared apartment to notice you sleeping peacefully on the couch. Knowing that you were safe he went back to your shared bedroom and went to bed.
He knew he was wrong but didn't know how to explain
The next morning, he saw you still sleeping, he smiled at the sight of you but was then reminded of the harsh words he had said to you. He didn’t even bother to apologize hoping that you knew that he didn’t mean it. The day went on and you were no where to be found, you didn't make breakfast, lunch, or dinner, you didn't even text him. I mean why would you?
You had decided to go to a place to clear your mind, were you clingy? He had a point, you texted him on a daily to see how his day was going. You realized that its annoying to constantly respond to your girlfriend and reassure her that you’re alive, it can be seen as smothering but that’s how you showed your care and love for him. You decided with the given actions of the previous night, that you would give him more space and be a distant enough where it wasn't noticeable.
That night he finally see’s you appear in the house, “welcome home” he said with a scoff, you gave him a small smile in response. Wanting to be more respectful of his wishes, you put down your bags and keys and only engaging in conversation when asked upon you. He was confused because normally you would be all over him already. He watched as you went into your shared bedroom and grabbed your pillow from your side of the bed and started to set up your bed on the couch.
‘fuck it‘ he swallowed his pride and-
“y/n?”
“hm?” you replied
“why are you sleeping here“
“well you didn't seem to want me near you last night so I thought I would sleep her-“
“I didn't mean it you idiot“ with annoyance and love laced into his words
He didn't know how to properly express the pain and love he had for you but he tried his best. Only the best for you.
You didn’t seem to understand by the expression you made on your face. He picked you up and threw you over this shoulder and carried you to your bedroom. He then continued “I didn't mean what I said yesterday, I was just tired and annoyed. Please don't distance yourself from me because I was being an asshole”
you smiled at his attempt of an apology and gave him a kiss.
“I'm sorry, I didn't mean to come off as overbearing. I was just worried and I missed you dumbass“
“Shut up, I love you” he said assuring you
“Soo" The silence filling the room
"ya wanna do something...? Watch a movie or cuddle“
“both”
𝐾𝑢𝑟𝑜𝑜:
Tetsu and You had a great start on your relationship, you felt deeply loved and cared about. Recently though he’s been giving less effort, half assed responses, and invalidates your work often. You didn’t think he meant it or just wasn't aware of how he was making you feel.
But he knew. Every single part of it.
Despite the past few days, the small remarks of annoyance with each other, and the short arguments, he was avoiding you none the less. You look back on the past few days but even before that you could feel him pulling away from you. You questioned if it was something that you did, did he just need time? Was he getting tired of you? You didn’t know, and the overthinking was burning a hole in your heart.
It was 5:30, he normally would be at your shared apartment by now, you didn’t want to disturb him because maybe he was working a little later or he was hanging out with friends. But normally he would text you and let you know where he is.
7:30 came around, no contact with Tetsu yet. You began to get a little worried due to the darkness bleeding through the sky's at this time but brushed it off not wanting to stir up another argument.
9:00, no sight of him. You decided to send him a quick text asking him where he was.
Hey, don't mean to disturb but, where are you? Its getting a little late. Please text me.
Read 9:01
Im at work, ill be home shortly.
That was the same response for the next few days to come. You decided to confront him about it to make sure you two were okay.
He was sitting on the couch in your small living room watching TV. You walked over and he didn't acknowledge you what so ever. You knew he had been busy this entire week, but you missed him deeply and the only time you two interacted was during arguments. With enough confusion in your heart you ask quietly. "Are we okay?"
He looks up at you, confusion swimming in his eyes. "What do you mean"
"We havent been interacting other than the small arguments and you're always late from work and I feel that you're drifitng away from me and that I never see you."
No comment, no support, no reassurance. Silence.
He normally would be one to reassure you that everything was okay. That he'd do better, that he would take some time off to spend with you and would make up for the time missed between you two. But now. Nothing.
A small "oh" left his mouth and that's where it began.
The words that left his mouth were like cuts against your skin. Getting deeper as the fight continued.
"I DO NOT NEED TO SPEND EVERY MOMENT WITH YOU" he yelled. You stood up for yourself because you will NOT let someone even your boyfriend take your thoughts and disrespect them. "THATS NOT WHAT IM TRYING TO SAY, WE HAVE BEEN AT EACHOTHER THROATS FOR DAYS AND ALL IM ASKING IS FOR YOU TO ACKNOWLEDGE THE SITUATION AND DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT"
The room went silent
"You know, you know what"
That "what" was venom laced
"My ex would have never acted like this" he muttered without a chance to process the weight of his words.
ouch.
- a/n DAMNNN BITCH, he sounds like an asshole ngl
You stopped everything, the anger on your face was washed away. Your hands went down to your side. You stood straight, slowly fiddling with your fingers and moving your knees in a nervous rhythm.
You weren't the only one that did such.
Testus eyes went from anger into confusion. Why did he say that? His ex treated him like shit and he just compared that to someone who loves him and would move the moon and sun to get to him. Did he truly mean that? No, impossible. He loves you more than you even know.
"I-what"
Before he could even comprehend anything else to say. You left.
On the other hand of his confusion, you were in the car. Crying alone wanting nothing else but reassurance of how you're not like his ex. It was guilt, how could you make him feel like that? He told you all about his ex, and the horrible things she did to him. And he compared you to that.
You began to second guess your judgment. You never thought you were like his ex but you didn't trust yourself, well, not right now. You were over thinking, and he knew that. You know you should have stood up for yourself maybe a 'she didn't need you' or 'she didn't care about you enough', but that wouldn't have made anything better.
He knew he fucked up, he doesn't know why he said that. But he knew, that he loved you and would do everything in his power, to make it up to you from this.
The image of your face once that sentence left his mouth made disgusted with himself.
He left the apartment complex not shortly after you did, your car was parked on the side due to the terrible parking arrangements. He ran to the convenience store that he knows you loved because of the cute plushies they had there and the snacks that would only be available there. He bought your favorite snacks and a dozen of your favorite bouquet of flowers.
Trying to be secretive he rushes back with all goodies in his hold. Not being very secretive at all. And quickly runs in the apartment hoping that you didn't come back yet. But you did, teary and puffy eyes stared at him with all goods in his hands.
Testu and you both knew everything wouldn't be fixed by a few gifts. But you two did know you loved each other with everything in you.
