to celebrate Pride month, I did my first (and second, and third) shoulder mount today at pole class babyyyyyyy

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to celebrate Pride month, I did my first (and second, and third) shoulder mount today at pole class babyyyyyyy

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having a partner is great but sometimes they fall asleep on your shoulder and you can't move and it's so so painful even tho it's so so cute :(
dude who obstinately crowdsurfed at the ghinzu concert and was perfectly happy to crush people under him, you'll probably never feel as unsafe as you made me feel tonight. and that makes me very, very mad. I genuinely wish you harm.
learned tonight that my two oldest friends are getting a divorce, and it's hitting me hard. they got married ten years ago; I was the best man.
good for my friend who is getting out of a situation that was not working for her anymore, 100000% support. it must have been such a tough decision to make.
but also wow. I didn't see it coming at all, and I'm sad I wasn't there enough to help them through it.
I can't stop thinking about what comes next, for them, for their kid, how I can help. mostly I wanna fix it, even though it's not mine to fix. (and really, there's nothing to fix. life is going to suck for a while, but hopefully everyone comes through happier.)
is it maybe time for me to start therapy again. ?

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*stops taking antidepressants*
I wonder why I feel so depressed all of a sudden
stomach problems have gotten really bad, like "can't sleep for half of the night bc of pain" bad, for multiple nights in a row, which makes it pretty darn difficult to do the living I need to do during the day to pay my bills and, you know, enjoy being alive. I don't really know what to do at this stage. anyway.
today no one showed up to pole class so my teacher was like 'ok we're doing a private class :)'
and it was so. awesome. my pole teacher is a world-class artist and people pay crazy amounts of money to get the chance of doing a single workshop with her. and we just spent an hour chatting while she taught me how to do an inside. I am so frickin lucky.