#moody posts

I’m tired of not wanting to do the things I’ve enjoyed once. For example, not reading a story or comic because I’m afraid it’ll make me even more depressed for some reason. Also I’ve haven’t been working on my grad school shit because I’m afraid of failing and because I don’t have half the qualities that are needed for this letter to send off and I feel like an utter failure because even though it hasn’t been that long it sure seems like since 2013 when I graduated college.

I’m just tired of myself feeling okay and happy one moment and then getting depressed, numb, and moody again the next.

I’m just tired all the time and I hate it. I thought I was getting better again but I guess I’m having a bad relapse somehow now that I need to get my ass in gear for life and just send all this stupid shit in so I can finally see if I’m getting into grad school this fall or not.