monstrvm said:
"Do you truly despise me, Gray?" He whispers, stepping in to close the distance between them, a grip so tight in the other's hair, his knuckles are white. The truth comes now; a need deep it can be felt in their bond. At least, Alastair did. Keen hues search Gray's visage, looking for anything at this point, "Your stubbornness, your change— accept what you are! All will be free." /Alastair.
The answer was crafted, edging at the tip of his tongue before a hiss corrupted his words under the influence in such intrusion of the grip invading every sense imaginable. Being close as he dared, subjected the new blood with an overlay in smells. Namely all that identified as the Elder’s own. Confusion at first ignited his gaze forward, wildly and sporadically setting objects within the poorly lit room as a fetched distraction. Hues however thinned, scrutiny would object from his peripheral , rigid was his body ; upheld defense embarked the touch and lack of distance between. His demeanor construed instantly the discomfort in the matter. He yearned the closure , yet scorned his own instinctual spike. He was beginning to feel overwhelmed. “ You would not be here if I did “ venomous was the outlet, a barrier he threw up indefinitely. Suggestive that had he truly despised him, he would have left the Lycan to his fate.
“ Would you have me obediently fall in line like all the rest ? “ Direct and precise to the point, one which troubled him over being his creation. Mulishly spiteful , if the lunar chart was all to blame for his heightened malice or a combination of his fear at what he felt , smelled. Conjuring the lashing out the only way he felt comfortable in doing so , refusing to admit what inception plagued his mind.
“ I’m not like you. I am not a beast, nor will I give into such barbaric inclinations! “ Yet as the declaration surged ,with it a predatorial guile ; teeth broadened their curvature. “ We are a product of our actions, all will not be free if nature endorse consequences of the brutality I have witnessed ! “ Though was he honestly trying to convince Alastair ? Or the fragmented mind he had briefly witnessed upon recollecting the last full moon. He had taken the life of an innocent - he murdered someone. The guilt was perhaps prominent upon his face.












