5. what’s the very first film you remember watching?

actually the first memory i have of watching a movie is from when i was like 3 with my mum and grandma (maybe dad was there too? i am not sure) anyway grandma - who i barely remember but i do have this memory of her! weird - had made popcorn and we watched gremlins in the living room which subsequently traumatized me for life (i revisited the film last year for the first time after that night and managed to cure my gremlin trauma haha but it'd been for about thirty years lmao)

18. what’s your favourite biopic?

already answered 4 :)

10 - something that made me cry this year

i miss 2012 style graphics. actually, i miss graphics in general. they’re quite rare these days lmao

me too, man! not to be all ‘back in my day’ but yeah i really do miss the times when there was other stuff on my dash besides gifs

  does anyone remember when we didn’t have the...

remember when we didn’t have photosets and the gif makers had to put a ton of gifs in the same image to make a set

!!!!

wtf who even wastes time sending anon hate

not that this anon cares… but this film was supposed to bring me joy, it was my last hope on something good happening to me this year. i had every right to expect a satifying and fulfilling sequel to TFA instead of this self-deprecating marvel-like crapfest. it’s been a month since my surgery and it’s still tough dealing with the complications. i also haven’t seen a glimpse of the sun in a month, here it’s been a misty apocalyptic gray desolation since my surgery. and soon we’ll have our first new year celebration without my dad :’(

the last

1. drink: green tea 2. phone call: my mom, as always 3. text message: my bank 4. song you listened to: Hyun Bin - That Man (rewatching Secret Garden atm) 5. time you cried: 5 minutes ago? 6. dated someone twice: hahaha 7. kissed someone and regretted it: nah 8. been cheated on: nope 9. lost someone special: in what way? to death? or bad timing? then yes. 10. been depressed: oh yeah. 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: i don’t think so?

3 favourite colours

12. blue 13. orange 14. dark beige ("coffee with milk”)

in the last year have you 15. made new friends: yes 16. fallen out of love: haha no in, no out 17. laughed until you cried: probably 18. found out someone was talking about you: they always do 19. met someone who changed you: yes 20. found out who your friends are: i always know 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: no

general 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: 98% 23. do you have any pets: I WISH 24. do you want to change your name: sometimes 25. what did you do for your last birthday: nothing at all

26. what time did you wake up: 10am 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: booking accommodation in Barcelona 28. name something you can’t wait for: nothing really. may life go as it is and my close ones be healthy and happy as long as possible 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: 2 weeks ago 31. what are you listening to right now: Secret Garden soundtrack 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: a few 33. something that is getting on your nerves: the russian government 34. most visited website: tumblr for sure 35. hair colour: brown 36. long or short hair: long but i’ll have it cut soon 37. do you have a crush on someone: no  38. what do you like about yourself: my garbage mind 39. piercings: ears 40. blood type: B+ 41. nickname: Ksu and Kse 42. relationship status: i don’t want anyone in my house 43. zodiac: cancer 44. pronouns: she/her 45. favourite tv show: Parks & Recreation 46. tattoos: none 47. right or left handed: right handed 48. surgery: appendicitis 50. sport: i love playing badminton, used to do karate long ago 51. vacation: Todos Santos in Mexico 52. pair of trainers: i have a blue one

MORE GENERAL 53. eating: chocolate 54. drinking: water. 55. I’m about to: make dinner 56. waiting for: that epic road trip and GoT eps 57. want: for my dad to beat the cancer                 58. get married: nah 59. career: i have plans laid out and it’s totes new for me

WHICH IS BETTER 60. hugs or kisses: both please 61. lips or eyes: eyes 62. shorter or taller: taller 63. older or younger: older 64. nice arms or nice stomach: whatever 65. hook up or relationship: relationship 66. troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker but never to me :)

HAVE YOU EVER: 67. kissed a stranger: no 68. drank hard liquor: oh yes 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: no, never 70. turned someone down: kinda 71. sex on the first date: no 72. broken someone’s heart: pro-bably... hope not 73. had your heart broken: too many times 74. been arrested: not yet 75. cried when someone died: yeah 76. fallen for a friend: YES WHY

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 77. yourself: i do now 78. miracles: YES PLEASE FOR MY DAD 79. love at first sight: yes but i’d call it ‘connection at first sight’ 80. santa claus: no hehe 81. kiss on the first date: of course 82. angels: i’d like to

lots of love to you and your family. i know how much it hurts to lose a pet but everything will be alright. ♥