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A soft kiss was placed on the otherโs forehead as a sad smile formed on the archerโs lips. His warlock always looked so powerful, almost unstoppable. Now he felt so small and vulnerable in his arms that Alecโs need to protect him grew stronger. The otherโs pleading voice made his heart ache , the sadness behind it painful to his ears. โMagnus , I am not going anywhere.โ His voice was a bare whisper but the confidence behind his words was evident. He pulled the blanket over the other, wrapping his arms around him even tighter. โ Try to get some sleep.โ His phone was turned off , he didnโt care what the Clave wanted. ย He knew ย that if he was truly needed, he would feel Jace through their bond. All that mattered was the man in his arms and the need to make him whole again.
Usually Magnus wouldnโt let anyone see behind his facade , wouldnโt let anyone know when he felt the most vulnerable , but even with time , he couldnโt prevent to breakdown. He didnโt want to let Alec see behind his mask , wanted for him to know about what he had done or how much everything was still affecting him. But he knew he couldnt lie further to the nephilim and he knew that he could trust him, but he had feared of what the other would think of him. There was a monster resting inside of him , just waiting to come out again , when heโd lose control. He was scared that Alec would see it too and leave him. He couldnโt blame him for that at all. If Alec was smart , he would leave. But again Alec had surprised him once more , stayed with him and comforted him , when he needed him the most. โ youโre the head of the Insitut now..youโre needed ..โ; he whispered quietly and snuggled closer to him, burrying his face in the crock of his lovers neck. โI love you.. โ, he whispered.
