#moderngeneration

I hate to admit it but I am part of the crazy generation where respect for others and for yourself is a thing no more. But gladly, I have been well-raised and have been molded to become a respectful and polite individual. I have been well deliberated on to what is right and what is not. I have learn to be happy without the bunch of gadgets, drinks, drugs, and such. I lived a simple life, which is very weird for you to think, but I felt complete. Complete-- in a way that all my life, I am with my family, they are my bestfriends, my companion. Hard to believe- but I had no one else.

Deep inside the happiness I shower and share, is the sorrow and pain of not having friends. I may talk to a lot of people, but I had no one to trust. I could say I have friends, on facebook and twitter, and maybe in school too, but I had no one whom I should call "real friends". There has been a thick, long nail hammered in my heart for a very long time, and I had no one to talk to, no one was there.

For every day of my life, I have been bullied. Not because of me being dumb, but because of my physical imperfections. I know and I get that there are a lot more imperfect than I am but it's not what that matters. I hate to hear the fact that they couldn't appreciate the blessing that has been given to me. And it hurts, a lot. A lot have beem really expecting me to be what they want me to be, like any other slut, bitch or whore, and it pains me when they judge me when I don't become what they want.