#mod zero speaks

I want a different URL and I don't want to break the links on the masterlist, plus this blog is practically dead.

I’m asking because I’m wondering if my inbox is broken, as I’ve gotten nothing for a while and I’m wondering if it broke somehow ^^;;

By gods, I am trying to get content written up for this blog, it’s just, I’m not exactly going through a good time right now. I’m sick, hopefully almost over it cause I’ve gotten sick twice counting this time already this year, and currently trying to get used to something that I never thought I do, but things happened, things that warped and influenced me in bad ways, and I had to do something drastic instead of letting it fester and hurt more over time. I’ll publically explain everything when I feel safe in my own skin and mind again, but the basics is I found out a friendship of mine was highly toxic to myself, something due to me not having many friends was unaware of, and I cut contact without so much as a word. To give some examples of toxicity without any of the more hurtful details, I was shamed for cutting my hair, for cutting my ocs hair as well as for some ideas I had with characters, felt like the person was trying to steal my characters, especially a self insert who is dear to me, and bullied for joining new fandoms as well as not having played Food Fantasy much anymore. The shaming of my hair happened in August last year and the bullying for joining fandoms happened last month to give a timeline.

That’s all I’m going to share, I’m hardly in a good place right now, as I cut contact near the beginning of this week I think and it’s still weird but I had to do it for my own mental wellbeing.I’ve blocked them on all platforms I knew of that I had accounts for, even Facebook as we knew each others FB though I don’t use mine at all. Plus I’m still paranoid that they’ll send their friends to drag me back, so I’m trying to stay low for the most part.

I already have issues with my head that I don’t talk about, I don’t need to be dragged down by someone who only saw fit to use me and hurt me when I wasn’t doing what they wanted and replace me when I refused to do what they wanted.  

The only thing I still have from them is my food soul Strawberry Shortcake, but even so she’s still mine even if she was designed by them as they didn’t care about her at all when they made her which is one of the reasons I offered to take her.

I’m in good company now in several discord servers, one being the whole reason I found out that friendship wasn’t good for me as several kind souls told me and helped me, I cannot thank them enough for helping me as they did. ^^

Anyway, I hope my next post won’t be as down as this one, I’m still doing all the ask memes I reblogged so feel free to send something for those in to give me something to do aside from attempting to write, probably something fire Emblem or Fate Stay Night related ^^

Late night posting cause why not. X3

Sorry for the lack of posts, I've just been.... well, the best way I can describe is in a bit of a waking haze, but I haven't been not doing anything. I just have had other fandoms on the brain.

Quick warning regarding that super quick- I have ADHD which results in me fandom hoping a ton, cause it takes a good amount of focus and attention for me to stay in one fandom over another.

And it's probably because of the Pizza event that I've been, slacking in checking in to the game to get my log in stuff. I legit had to do all my dailies twenty minutes before rollover today, though I also downloaded a new game to play which distracted me.

That game is Fire Emblem Heroes. Tactical RPG games like Fire Emblem are, what I feel to be the genre that absolutely fits me despite my favorite games not being tactical games.

I'm honestly already working on a Summoner OC as well as some stories, but I don't have much as I only started playing a few days ago, but I'm even thinking of starting a FE blog too ^^

I'm not going to stop writing for Food Fantasy though, I'm probably going to be slower if I'm not reblogging stuff or answering general asks, as I'm always open to speaking with you guys ^^

I've still got some stuff to work on like the questions from my 300 follower events, as well as couple hcs for Milk x Peking Duck, which is going to be the first in a series of Couple Hcs for my ships to give me something to do, as well as work on the HTTYDXFoodfan au info and a new Ma I'm still figuring out, so I'm by far not done with stuff for Food Fantasy!

I'll be sure to link the FE blog if I make it in case anyone is interested in it!

Anyway, see you guys the next time I post! ^w^

On mobile so this may be a bit eh formated x3

Heyo everyone! Sorry I haven't posted since last month, been pretty busy with life and what not, also got sick over the new year and I'm still a bit sick! That's fun-NOT! :D

To be perfectly honest, I've hardly opened up Food Fantasy in ages, I've logged in a few times but I think the pizza event really burned me out on it as I haven't really wanted to open it up after I got Caviar. Still got my characters I want to write, just haven't had the time as I've been busy with other fandoms, like Fire Emblem and Fate/Grand Order (got into that game recently! I like it so far ^^).

With that said, I kinda want to turn this into a multi fandom blog so it doesn't die, I'll probably change the URL to something involving a name of one of my recent characters if I do, but it really depends if I pull myself out of the rut I've been in for a while and what you guys think. ^^

Are you ACTIVELY TRYING to kill all your players with this rush of events? :3 

If so, WHAT. THE. FUCK?!

I swear to god I am already tried from the Pizza event, I do NOT Need the Bloody Mary bullshit!

AHHHHH I FINALLY GOT ENOUGH SHARDS TO GET HIM AND I’M SO FRICKEN HAPPY