#mod vi

Ed culture is I miss when I wasn't like this, I miss when I was a little girl who didn't pay attention to how everyone in the family shamed her for how she ate, I miss not paying attention to those comments, I miss those comments not replaying in my head mixed with all the other voices, how I "had a black hole for a stomach", or how I "must have seven stomachs like a cow". I wish none of that affected me, I wish I was that happy little girl again. But shes gone. And the worst part? I was skinnier before I got my eating disorder. Now I starve myself and I'm still overweight

Ed culture is most thinspo isnt even thin enough to motivate me anymore

I still think the weirdest ask we every got on here was back when we ran a pretty popular thinspo account, and some guy sent an ask in basically saying "how dare you not show porn!" Like

ed culture is you make me feel sick. you make me fight the urges to relapse. you piece of shit.

Ed culture is detransitioning because you’d rather be disordered than happy with your body

hey i just listened to the whole podcast and holy shit you guys are geniuses!!! the writing was so poetic and the story was incredibly captivating and really really well produced! the music really fit the mood and the acting was so nuanced and really rounded the whole thing out perfectly! i’m so so glad that i came across it and i will be thinking about the themes and and such for a loooong tome

ed culture is deserving recovery no matter what our weight is/ disorder we have/ what we ate today/ how "bad" it is even though you never feel like you do :P