I donāt really care about your stupid candy kingdom. to togami, kazuichi and kiyo, i've been extremely anxious lately cause of school, i feel like im not doing good enough and that i will fail, i have missing assigments that i want to finish but just. can't. im always sad about it and everyday i just feel worse, i just want to make my mom and sister proud, they always tell me to do better and i try, i really do, but it's just never enough, i just want to be enough, a hug or pats would be nice.
Hey, hey, hey! Donāt say that! Thatās obviously wrong, I know youāre doing the best that you can, even if your sister and mom think otherwise!
Not everyone has the willpower to finish up missing assignments, not everyone has the mentality to even focus on that business. And it makes me angry that they tell you do better when youāre trying. I know you are, even if you donāt think so.Ā
Iād be glad to give you a pat and a hug, donāt mind the oil! Iāve been busy reassembling some cars. Come here anon, this hug is just for you.
Ah... Here, take your hug.Ā
...Thatās enough. Missing assignments isnāt the worst thing you can do. Pace yourself, Anon. Even doing a little bit at a time is better than doing nothing at all. It is hard to motivate yourself, especially if you are suffering through homeschooling, although the assignments arenāt too different. They get repetitive and boring, but if you work on them, youāll get to where you want to be.Ā
Your mother and sister should not be placing so much pressure on you. Do what you can do, and do it for yourself. I... understand wanting to make someone proud. But, itās not everything. You donāt have to put so much pressure on yourself for them. Itās nice but itās not necessary. Anon, look after yourself.Ā
Hello anon, I want to start out by saying that you are doing good enough. It sounds like you have a large workload, and you are indeed trying your hardest to stay on top of it. It is completely understandable how you are feeling stressed, and I am sorry you are feeing that way.
You sound like you are losing motivation, do you have any ways to motivate yourself? I commend you for wanting to make your family proud, but focusing on your own needs is fine as well. If you need to reach out for extra help from teachers, please do so. There is no shame in needing some deadline extensions or extra help. Organization also seems to be a slight problem. Is there a way for you to keep track of assignments better? That may help with the missing assignments. You may also want to consider reaching out for professional help if your feelings of sadness become overwhelming.
Anon, you are always enough. The results do not matter, the effort you are making shows that you are doing enough. You are enough as a person, your effort is amazing, and requiring some small changes or extra help does not change that at all. Do not give up. Get the help you need, and most likely some of your struggles will cease. Please try your hardest to remember that you are enough, no matter what.
I would be quite pleased to supply you with as many pats or hugs as you want, you've more than earned it and you most certainly deserve it. You are enough anon, never forget that.
