#mod sari

Ok!! This is kinda important! Mod Feli and I were talking and we thought maybe the 16th through the 23rd of this month could be itacest week! Yeah, people have been asking about it since August but our schedules weren’t lining up right ;-; 

Anyway, I wanted to ask you guys if this sounded alright to you? Please let us know what you think! Or if you even still want this, ha. 

This is mod Sari! Yeah, her blog was taken down almost, if not, 3 weeks ago. She’s contacted tumblr a few different times and they haven’t brought her blog back >:T Like her blog, a lot of other people’s blogs have been terminated due to the whole ‘porn bot’ epidemic. Pretty stupid if you ask me, what’s punishing a bunch of people gonna do to help?

First off, sorry for not posting anything. Mod Feli hasn’t been doing mentally well the last few days and, mainly for her sake, i’m going to put a pause on itacest week. I myself don’t really have an excuse, overwhelmed I guess, but just know that it will be back! When? Don’t really know. 

Feli was the kind of person to do some pretty annoying things, the amount of shit Lovino's had to put up with is enough to drive anyone insane. The random ass questions when he's CLEARLY trying to relax, the constant whining at the slightest inconvenience, when things don't go his way, the list can go on. Lovino could feel a headache coming on just thinking about it..

Of course like everyone, he has his moments. Lovino would be lying if he said he hasn't annoyed himself. It's just something that everyone deals with. Feli is just that kind of person.

But there are other times Lovino is reminded why he loves that little shit. He's such an affectionate, lovable person. Too purehearted for his own fucking good...So why would he choose someone like him? Truth be told Lovino expected Feliciano to leave him by now for someone else, someone better. But now was not the time to talk about his insecurities.

Now Feliciano was asking him something and...

Wait what?

Feliciano was looking at him expectantly, shit what did he ask? That smile slowly morphed into a sad little pout. Now he was whining out his name.

"Loviiii stop ignoring me!"

That was Feli alright. It's as if he lived off of attention. "What? Wasn't paying attention" he said simply, raising an eyebrow.

Feli sighed and the smile returned in an instant. "I asked if you could hold my hand" he finished with a giggle. Lovi's mind stopped for a second.

Do what?

"Hold your hand...? Why the fuck would you ask me to do that?" Lovi asked, small blush forming on his cheeks. Out of all the things to ask, it was something so...simple? Why couldn't he just do it himself!

Feliciano giggled at the redness showing on Lovino's cheeks. His brother tended to act so suave and confident sometimes, but he took pride in being able to make him blush so easily~ "Can't I ask for your affection? I love the way your hand feels in mine...Won't you hold my hand Vino?".

Fuck him. Fuck him for being able to make his heart melt like that.

But that was just something he'd learned to love so much. Something that even after this long, would always prove to make his heart beat just a bit faster.

With a roll of his eyes and a light snort, Lovino slid his hand over to grasp his fiance's, feeling the rings on their fingers brush together. "Yeah yeah, are you happy now?" he paused to smile slightly and give his hand a gentle squeeze, "You're so fucking needy".

Feli gave his brother a look of pure adoration. God he loved him so much...Even when he wasn't trying he could make him smile so big his cheeks would ache. He always made him so happy and loved. Feli was grateful Lovi accepted his love, and in return he gave back just as much. His beloved fiance was so gentle and sweet with him. Why couldn't their wedding day come sooner?

The story of their engagement would be saved for another time. For now, Feli gripped Lovi's hand a bit harder and spoke so softly he almost didn't hear his next question. "Can you hold me?".

Feli didn't even need to ask again. Lovi wordlessly moved his hand away to slide his arm around his waist and pull him close, other arm automatically doing the same to hold him closer.

This wasn't anything new. More often than not the two would find themselves tangled in one another. Just enjoying the others warmth, letting each other know just how much they loved and trusted each other. Feli held Lovi so close to his heart, more than anyone else. He won it so easily too. Though it's not like Lovi was any different.

His face was soon buried into Feli's hair, overwhelmed with a scent that he grew to love, depend on really. His smell was so soft and calming, it never failed to calm him down when upset.

It also helped that Feli would cling to him until he felt better but that was beside the point.

Even now he felt himself relaxing and took a few deep breaths to inhale his sweet scent. He wouldn't trade this feeling of warmth for anything.

Feli himself was running his hand up and down Lovi's back, more in a soothing manner than anything. No matter how little or how big it was, any form of contact was able to put him at ease. Having Lovi pressed up right against him was the best though. Giving him affection, while getting some in return. It was the best way to end any day.

He sighed in utter bliss as he nuzzled into Lovi's neck. "Lovi?" Feli called out, pressing a kiss under Lovi's jaw. Lovino responded with a hum, too drowsy to give an actual answer. Feliciano smiled and closed his eyes. "I love you".

Such a simple phrase gave Lovino such a feeling of pure happiness, complete adoration for his brother, his fiance, his other half. What he would give to be able to hear that said every second of the day...

"Hm, I love you too Feli...".

Right now everything was at peace. So calm and comforting. Then again, Feli just had that effect on him.