#mod derek

“Come on,” Ain purred into your ear, “just a quick game? I promise it won’t end in anything.” Ain smirked at the blush that crept its way up onto your face. “Oh? Unless you want it, that’s a different story..” 

You sputtered at him and stared at him in shock. “Are you sure?” Ain studied your face for a second and nodded. “I’m sure,” Ain paused as a thought crossed his mind. “You know you’re not forced to do this, right?” Ain frowned at the idea of you believing he was forcing you into this. 

“No— I—” You sucked in a breath and looked him straight into his eyes, “I want this.”

“As you wish.” Ain stated and put a pocky stick into his mouth. “Open up Y/N!” Ain laughed around the stick he had in his mouth. 

You glared at him but did as he said. Slow inch by slow inch, the two of you started to eat your respective ends of the pocky stick. Reaching the end of it, Ain smirked at you and leaned in to kiss you. 

“Mmph—” You gasped into his mouth at the sudden kiss placed on your lips before kissing him back. 

‘This is Heaven..’ you thought to yourself and snorted to yourself by the irony of that statement. Bringing your hand up to Ain’s hair, you snuck your fingers into his hair and gave a gentle tug at it. Ain released a tiny moan into your mouth at the action and deepened the kiss. 

“Ahem..” Raven said while looking at the two of you with a knowing smile on his lips. He remembered those days with his wife. 

The two of you jumped apart. You were a blushing mess while Ain wasn’t affected in the least and you sighed. 

“It was the pocky game..” You offered to Raven weakly. 

Raven let out a laugh and waved a hand towards the two of you as he walked out. 

hey, everyone! mod derek, here! unfortunately, i have sad news. i’ve decided that i’m no longer going to mod lgbtqkidsrock. this is a personal decision i’ve thought long and hard about. i really truly love this blog and helping people but it’s become apparent to me that i need to focus on taking care of myself, now.

as some of you might know, my mom had a tumor removed a couple months ago. that was a very hard time for me and my family. recently, we’ve received devastating news that she has another tumor. my mental health is already not good and my physical health has not been doing well either. not too long ago, i was bedridden, anemiac, and heading towards hospitalization. however, physical therapy has helped me walk and regain feeling in parts of my body again. i’m also receiving professional help for my mental illnesses.

ever since the creator of this blog left without warning, i felt like the responsibility of running this blog was passed down to me. it took an extreme toll on my health, i knew that, but i still wanted to be here because i truly truly love our community. i love our followers. but i also need to love myself which is why i’ve decided to leave. i need to focus on healing, now.

i honestly wish all of you the best of luck with everything: your transitions, your coming outs, your friends, your families, your relationships, your mental healths, anything and everything. you will reach your goals one day. if your life is bad now, know that things will get better in the future. there will always be hope. even if you feel like all is a lost cause, one day you’ll look back and be like “wow i was so wrong!” i promise you that.

i HaD PuRpLE eYeS aNd ThE ScArS aCrOsS mY FaCe. I aLsO WoRe A BlacK hOoDiE wItH tHe RaGe SyMbOl On It.

Hello! Sorry this took so long but I hope you like it!

Hi! This was really fun to work on , sorry its taking me so long! I hope you like it!

Hope you like it! It was fun to make

Here ya go! I hope you enjoy how it looks

maybe with yellows and sunsets/sunflower/peaceful nature theme! and if its not too much trouble, with texts 'i dont need your love' 'and thats fine' 'i found what i want' 'and it's not your kind of love' on it, thank you !

I loved making this and good on you. I hope you like it!