I must have no regrets, for I know one day, I can still see Paruru, standing next to my beloved members, alongside with Yokoyama Yui  ‘cause I won’t drop the yacht, of YuiParu, not ever, fight - oh!

I can still see her face, smiling cheekily, filling my heart with warmth, greeting me with her small teeth, her mole can be visibly seen, the richness of her voice, which I always listened everytime.

The straightforward woman, whom I admire from Kenkyuusei Era, who must not have known how silly she is, though I will missed the time I will saw you in AKBSHOWS, and voting for the Senbatsu.

Ah, seriously.

You’re making me burst into tears

partly in positive note, partly in negative note.

Date: Wed, Jun 01, 2016 at  09:52 PM Subject: Calm downー、fuuh

Guys, guys!

What should I do! Calm down calm down。

The preliminary results

I ranked 13th.

What should I do with this  feeling…>_

I was really surprised I felt giddy I said that my goal was Top 20

To tell the truth, my genmates around me are saying that their goals are senbatsu Somewhere in my heart, I was  thinking, "Can I say that my goal is senbatsu?"

But I want to say

That I aim for senbatsu

It's truly truly my goal

My goal is to enter senbatsu!!! Enter senbatsu!!

I want to show the power of Team Ryoka I'll do my best

Everyone, thank you so much…

I still haven't entered tho so I will!! lol

Actually I have a lot (ambitions)!.. lol

Peace!!

Date: Thu, Jun 02, 2016 at 10:39 AM Subject: Determination

Good morning^_^

I had no time yesterday I wrote a whoosh-mail Since I've calmed down now I will write again

＊It's gonna be long lol

I was not getting called all the way and I had given up "Ah, I know this. This is the feeling that I felt last year" I know from the preliminary results That I won't rank this year

That's why, when I was called that I ranked 13th I was sooooo happy I was surprised I was like, "What was I upset about?"

Even though it's preliminary results but by this way, the results can be seen It makes me happy And 11,888 votes in one day too

I'm sorry, I've been forcing you guys too hard(*_*)

I'm just being selfish I told it too yesterday That I want to enter the "senbatsu" This goal of mine has been cleared up

It doesn't mean that I didn't aim for senbatsu I wanted to say that I aim for senbatsu But I wasn't strong enough to say such a thing I was scared,  I was hesitant That’s the fact

But following the result of the preliminary results I, am aiming for "Senbatsu"

Turning courage that everyone gave to me into strength

I'm really on fire now I'm all fired up

During the send off of the performance after the prelims over A lot of fans who I don't know said, "Ryoka is amazing! Do your best!" "Ryoka-fans are amazing!"

Being praised "Amazing!" of course made me so happy I was happy that everyone praised me(Ｔ＿Ｔ)

"That's right, You didn't know? lol"

I felt like that lol

I wished that it was the final results But the real show is on June 18th

I'm going to earnestly do my best about the things that are right in front of me!!

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Date: Mon, Jan 25, 2016 at 09:33 PM Subject: うん、 Yeah

早く夏になれーーー I want it to become summer soon~~~

と、切実に思う日々。 I keenly think that everyday.

昨日は43枚目のシングル 「君はメロディー」 を、アンダーでしたが 披露しました。 さくらたんセンター★ おめでとう！可愛かったなぁ。 I was just an under but the 43rd single, 「Kimi wa Melody」 has made its debutー！！ The center is Sakura-tanー★ Congratulations! She's so cutee.

昨日あの中で歌ってみて 選抜にもう一度いや何度でも入りたいって強く思いました。 でも、今の私は力不足すぎて その候補に入れるかすらわからない。 ネガティヴな発言かもしれないけど それが現状なきがするんだ。うん。 When I sang that song yesterday I felt that I want to enter the senbatsu for once again, nope, for so many times. But, my power right now is too low I'm not sure if I get put into the candidate. I might being negative but that's my feeling about my current situation. Yeah.

でも今後入りたい気持ちもあるし 自信ももちろんあるよ。 実力をもっとつけないと。 But I also have this feeling of want to enter the senbatsu in the future Of course I have confidence in myself. I need to improve my ability.

握手だって、パフォーマンスだって なにに対してもそう。 私にしかできないことを 見つけてしていかなきゃな。 焦らず探そう。 Toward handshake, performance, and something. I have to find something that only I can do I gotta find it soon.

みんなよろしくね。 Please support me.

Date: Thu, Jan 21, 2016 at 10:25 AM Subject: 書き書き *writes writes*

おはようさんさん。 Good morning-sun.

リクアワの事をきちんと 書いてないので 書いていくよ 面白くはないけどよろしくね。 I haven't properly write about Request Hour so I will do now Although this is not interesting but please read it.

さあ、いくぜ。 1回じゃ書ききれないから 分けておくりますぜ。 Okay, let's do this. It won't be fit if I write it at once so I will post it separately.

91位 「チームB推し」 木崎チームBで歌わせてもらいまして 安定のケーエスジーケー！って 言ったけどもう違うなぁとか 思いながら笑 91st 「Team B Oshi」 In Kizaki Team B, when I got to sing it I said, "KSGK~!" as usual while thinking I'm not like that anymore tho lol

86位 「君を君を君を…」 唇にBMBのカップリングで新しいのに ランクインしていて嬉しい 曲と衣装のギャップだったり 歌詞と曲調のギャップだったりギャップがある曲だなぁ。 86th 「Kimi wo Kimi wo Kimi wo…」 Even though this is a new coupling song of Kuchibiru ni BMB I'm happy it could get ranked This song has a gap between its song and its costume And also a gap of the lyrics and the melody

85位 「秘密のダイアリー」 リクアワでしか歌うことないけど笑 毎年1度歌えることの嬉しさを 再確認できますね。 これ歌うとね横Aの時のこと思い出してこの歌割もらえた時のこと思い出せて新鮮な気持ちで歌えるの。 だからこうして今年も歌えてよかった！ 85th 「Himitsu Diary」 I only sing this song on Request Hour tho lol I'm able to reconfirm the feeling of joy for having able to sing this song each year Through this song, I remembered things when I was in Yoko A, when I got assigned to this song, and sing it with a fresh feeling That's why I'm glad I could sing this song again this year!

82位 「party is over」 ずーーーーっと歌いたかった曲ですよ 出れるってなった時すごい嬉しかったのですぜ。 歌詞がとっても切ない。 歌詞の様子を想像してみるだけで キュンキュンしてしまう。私の場合はね。それぞれ捉え方があると思うんだけど私の考えは単純だからキュンキュンしちゃうよ。 82nd 「party is over」 I've alwaaaaays wanted to sing this song So I was really happy that I could perform this song The lyrics are really sorrowfull. I feel "Kyun Kyun", by just imagining its lyrics. That's in my case. Each person has their own perceptions, however I'm simple-minded so I felt Kyun Kyun

とりあえず、1日目の半分4曲♪( ´▽｀) Anyway, I performed 4 songs in the half day of the first day♪( ´▽｀)

また、送るね～！ I'll send again later~!

Date: Sat, Jan 23, 2016 at 03:49 PM Subject: 遅れて Late

こんにちわんわん▽・x・▽ Good evening-wan-wan

すこし、間空いたけど 単独のリクアワでた曲 紹介していくよー！！ 忘れてたんじゃんとか 言わないでねーーーー I had a little free time tho I will introduce songs that I performed during Tandoku Request Hour~!! I actually have kinda forgotten Don't tell anyone, okay~~~~

81位 言い訳maybe 小学校の時にAKBがすきで聞いたいた頃を思い出しました。 maybeはね、曲調がすきなの。 81st Iiwake Maybe I remembered when I was in grade school, I really love AKB and listened to this song. I love the melody of  “maybe”.

72位 バラの果実 これは最近テル公演で歌ってるからね あまり久しぶり感はなかったけど 好きなんだよねー、この曲！！ 72nd Bara no Kajitsu I've been singing this song in Teru Stage so I didn't feel like it has been a long time since I sang this song, but I love this song!!

68位 重力シンパシー 歌えて嬉しかった！チームAの頃思い出したし歌ってて楽しくなる曲なんだ。 68th Juuryoku Sympathy I'm happy I could sing this song! This song makes me enjoy remembering those days when I sang this song in Team A

65位 100メートルコンビニ 今回のリクアワで初めて歌って 歌詞とか詳しくは知らなかったけど 読んでみると楽しくて仕方なかった！ 好きなもんはしょうがない。 はい、ここ好きーー。いいねええ(・Д・)！ 65th 100 Meter Conbini This was my first time to perform this song in Request Hour I don't know much about the lyrics but it was incredibly enjoyable when I read the lyrics! "It can't be helped because I love you". I really love this part~~~. It's good, isn't it(・Д・)!

とりあえず1日目終了★ １日目は8曲歌って盛りだくさんでしたねぇ。好きな曲ばかりで楽しかったな。 Those all for the first day I sang 8 songs on the first day, that was a lot, right. Those are my favorite songs and I had a great time.

2日目もまっててね。 Please wait about  the second day too.

Date: Sat, Jan 23, 2016 at 09:20 PM Subject: いーわない Won't say

単独2日目の曲紹介～。 今グループやってんのに まだ単独の紹介かよ！！ とか、いーわーないのー^o^ 単独2日目の曲紹介～。 今グループやってんのに まだ単独の紹介かよ！！ とか、いーわーないのー^o^ Song introduction of the second day Tandoku~. I won't say such like, "Although we are doing Group RH right now, I will still introduce the songs during Tandoku RH!!"^o^

さっ、いきます。 Well, here I go

56位 性格が悪い女の子 アンダーで出演なんだけどわたし的にどハマりの曲。「性格が悪い女の子」 歌詞をみてみると誰のことを指してるかがわかるよ。見てみてね。 56th Seikaku ga Warui Onna no Ko I performed this song as under but, I'm addicted to this song.「Seikaku ga Warui Onna no Ko」 I can understand whom person this song talking about when I look at the lyrics. Take a look at the lyrics.

48位 初日 オリジナルメンバーである、麻友さん、ゆきりんさん、たなみんさんと歌えるってすごいことでありがたいことで。 そんなことを噛み締めながらパフォーマンスしたよ～ 48th Shonichi I am so grateful to be able to sing this song with Mayu-san, Yukirin-san, and Tanamin-san, the original members I was performing this song while savoring that grateful feeling～

45位 盗まれた唇 これまた、初めて踊ったんだけど… 歌詞！！ドキドキしちゃう！一曲分の歌詞の量で少女漫画を読んでいるような世界観に入ってしまう…オススメですね。 45th Nusumareta Kuchibiru I danced this song for the first time but… The lyrics! Makes me dokidoki! The lyrics in this song, it's like reading a shoujo manga, we got into such world point of view… It's my recommendation song.

37位 僕たちは戦わない 数少ない選抜に入れた曲。この曲素敵なんです。悲しく切なく。曲調が激しめだけど歌詞がぐっとくるね。 37th Bokutachi wa Tatakawanai It's one of songs that I got into the senbatsu. This song is wonderful. It's sad and painful. The melody of this song is intense but the lyrics are so touching.

36位 Green Flash 大好きこの曲。ザ良い曲。 落ち込んだ時とかに歌詞のワンフレーズだったりが頭に浮かぶことあるよ。 明日良いことあるかもしれない。 36th Green Flash I really love this song. It's a good song. There's a phrase from Green Flash's lyrics comes into my mind when I feel depressed. "There might be good things tomorrow".

25位 希望的リフレイン 初選抜曲です！！わたしにとって 思入れのある楽曲を歌えてよかった！！ 25th Kibouteki Refrain This is my first Senbatsu Song!! I have a certain fondness to this song and I'm glad I could sing it!!

22位 恋するフォーチュンクッキー おにぎり～おにぎり～杖ついて！えい！ 22nd Koisuru Fortune Cookie Onigiri~ Onigiri~ Use a stick! Yey!

2日目はこんな感じでした！ 単独3日目もまっていてね★☆ The second day was feeling like this! Please also wait about the third day of Tandoku RH★☆

ぴーーーすっ！ Peeeeace!

Date: Mon, Jan 25, 2016 at 01:09 PM Subject: やり通す Accomplish

グループリクエストアワーも 終了しましたが 単独の最終日のランクイン曲 書きますね。 だいぶ遅れてるけど やり通すこと大事だよね。うん。 Group RH has also finished, but I'm going to write about ranked songs during Tandoku RH. It is long overdue but It's a thing that I've achieved so it's important, right. Yep.

25位 マドンナの選択 25th Madonna no Sentaku

れなっち選抜。初披露曲。 周りを見渡せば美女しか居なくて心細かったけど楽しくできましたよん グループの時にはなつみかんも一緒に 曲披露できてよかったな^o^ Renacchi senbatsu. It was performed for the first time. There were only beauties if I look around so I felt lonely, but I had fun performing it. I'm glad I could perform this song with Natsumikan during Group RH too^o^

21位 チューインガムの味がなくなるまで 21st Chewing Gum no Aji ga Naku Naru Made

初めて選挙でランクインしてみなさんにもらった立ち位置。また、強く ランクインしたいという気持ちが強まりました。今年こそは。ねっ。 It's the song where I got ranked in SSK for the first time, the position that everyone gave to me. My feeling of want to rank-in, has become even stronger. This year. Nee

7位 始まりの雪 7th Hajimari no Yuki

今年の私の本命です。笑 初ランクインで7位ってほんとに凄いことでこの曲ほんとにだいすきなんです。 歌詞はもちろんメロディーも全て。 メンバー人気も高いとおもう★ 自慢の曲です。 みんな、披露する場所を与えてくれてありがとう。 This song to be ranked in the 7th place for the first time is super amazing, I really love this song. The lyrics and of course the melody, and all of it. And I think the members' popularity who sang this song is also high★ It's a song that I proud of Everyone thank you for giving us opportunity to perform this song.

単独リクエストアワーの楽曲は こんな感じでした！！ 褒めよう、自分のこと。 ちゃんと全部めげずにやった。 Those were my feelings about Tandoku RH's songs!! I didn't get discouraged at all.

珍しいでしょ～ It's rare, isn't it~

グループはほとんど同じ楽曲ですが 参加した楽曲まとめますね。 The Group RH's songs are pretty much the same I will summarize the songs that I participated.

また、次のメールで！ Later, on the next mail!

Date: Mon, Jan 25, 2016 at 07:57 PM Subject: パイセン Senpai

こんばんはーーーーーい Good evenin~~~~g

グループリクエストアワーの ことを今度は書いていくよ。 This time, I'm going to write about Group RH.

95位 性格が悪い女の子 89位 秘密のダイアリー 81位 盗まれた唇 67位 Bird 59位 希望的リフレイン 56位 僕たちは戦わない 36位 チューインガムの味がなくなるまで 14位 始まりの雪 9位 マドンナの選択 95th Seikaku ga Warui Onna no Ko 89th Himitsu no Diary 81st Nusumareta Kuchibiru 67th Bird 59th Kibouteki Refrain 56th Bokutachi wa Tatakawanai 36th Chewing Gum no Aji ga Naku Naru Made 14th Hajimari no Yuki 9th Madonna no Sentaku

ほぼ、単独と変わらないけど bird出来たんだ^o^ It almost doesn't change with the Tandoku RH, except I was able to perform bird^o^

これまでいろんな人のbird見てきて とくに、たかみなさん、篠田さん、宮澤さんのbirdが好きで そんな先輩方を超えられる実力なんて 今の私にはないけど超えられるように がんばらなくちゃって思えました。 Up to now, I've seen various people perform bird Particularly, I love Bird that performed by Takamina-san, Shinoda-san, Miyazawa-san My ability right now doesn't surpass them, but I will do my best in order to surpass them.

島田さんが撮ってくれたよ。 よかったよって島田さん優しい(T . T) Shimada-san took the picture for me. I'm glad she did, Shimada-san is kind(T . T)

Ryoka’s Mail

Date: Sat, Feb 27, 2016 at 03:37 PM Subject: もう Gez

やぁ(・ω・)ノ Yaa(・ω・)ノ

日が出ているのに寒い。 It’s so cold although the sun is up.

この現象を This phenomenon

日が出てんのに詐欺 is a fraud, although the sun is up

と、呼ぶことに決まりました。 I decided to call it like that.

これ完全にさ 朝起きて、 えーーめっちゃ晴れてんじゃん！！ 薄着で良さげだーふぇーい ってなってさ 外でたら 寒くて風邪ひく人出てくるよ。 It’s completely like this when morning came, I was like, “It’s really sunny!!  I’ll look good in light clothes” and when I went outside it was so cold and people were catching colds.

こりゃ完全に、うん。 Completely like this, yup.

外出る前に 窓開けて温度チェックしよ。 Open the window and check the temperature before going outside.

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2015.12.06 Part 1 Title: Laugh～♪

XXXXSan( ´ ▽ ` )ノ

Good evening!!!

I apologize for not sending out mobile mail yesterday

☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆

I had a great time at the Yokohama event!

I ate Chinese cuisine～♪♪

☆laughed with joy☆

Oda-chan and Nanase-chan very interesting LOL

I laughed so hard my stomach hurt!

Smile slightly～♪♪♪

Deeply thanks for the Yokohama event…

later（＾Ｏ＾☆♪

So…☆

Bye yuiyui～＼(^o^)／

2015.12.06 Part 2 Title: Facing many people (^^)

XXXXSan~☆☆☆☆☆

During Yokohama event…

Many many people came!

Super happy☆☆☆☆☆

We also performed “Ama Nojaku Batta” and “Kuchibiru ni Be My Baby”

I like the “Kuchibiru ni Be My Baby” song(^。^)

It’s a very cute song~!

“Ama Nojaku Batta” too!!!

Happy to be able to perform!

We never had such genre for a song like “Ama Nojaku Batta”, so I’m very happy!

It will be great if this song become many people’s favorite (((o(*゜▽゜*)o)))

Peace (*^o^*)