#mobame

Mon 30:

The only mail: Yui said she feel refresh today.. & listen to Bump Of Chicken - New World.. ☺️

She'll be at Japan Record Award & sing Sustainable tonight.. 😁

2s with Harupyon

Tue 31:

The only mail: Info of CDTV performance.. She hope we can watch it.. Annin & Yukirin will be there too.. lol.. ❤️

2s with Kirin-san

I’m sending this mail as I’m on the train to practice.

My head is so full with all the things I have to remember for the practice sessions because I’m always reading scripts and watching videos, but...

This is the last day to send mobame. 

Thank you for everything so far. Well, I still have handshake events, but I feel like I really departed from AKB48 after my graduation stage. 

No matter how many months or years will pass, I will always look back at the graduation performance and feel happy! I tried to make an unexpected performance. 

And then it felt really awesome to me!

It was really a lot of fun, but it’s over and I don’t regret how it happened, so I know I won’t return. 

This one last time was really fun.  So everyone... thank you.

I got a letter from the girls in my generation and my mum. Mum’s letter was so worrisome, was it not?! Lol

It’s been quite a while since I last cried and my chest really hurt...

Of course only my mum, who sees me all the time, could have written such a heartfelt letter. 

She shared some facts that I have never shared with anyone; not with fans, other members, friends or even really spoke about to my family but my mum noticed how haughty I am. 

But I was very thankful for the opportunities I got in AKB and the friends I made, so my mentality improved. 

I know that the only reason why I can do these things now is because I have been part of AKB. 

So thank you for that. 

But sometimes I caused troubles.  I let go of everyone’s kindness.  I hurt people. Some people hurt me.  I started hating some people.  For a long time I used to believe these things.  Entertainment industry? Being an idol? There were times when I thought I’m definitely not made to be part of either of those things. 

But I really truly love all the fans who supported me until now. 

Everyone is my pride. 

This mail service has always been really important to me.

It is a place where I was always able to speak my true feelings if I needed to get something off my chest. 

It’s a tool that not just anyone can find by searching my name, like twitter or instagram. 

I spoke frankly and sometimes that caused troubles. 

But please stay with me on twitter! I can still write my thoughts that I want to share with everyone there. 

Thank you for having been registered for so long!

This is the last mail now because I don’t think I’ll find any time to write another one after practice. 

It has been decided that my graduation stage iiiiiiiiiiis on May 15th!!!

It is also Team K’s Senshuuraku [TN: last performance of a certain stage].  At the end, I wanted to share the last stage together I wanted to share this last idea with everyone and thank Team K properly with this I hope you also like this idea!

When I heard that I’d graduate during the Senshuuraku, I thought about how the fans and how the other members would feel about it; as for me, I thought long about how much I love AKB and how much I’ve grown to love Team K in the last few years, so leaving together with the old Team K makes me happy!

Even so, I’ve been wondering... why is Tano’s graduation stage during the Senshuuraku?

I can understand the fans’ feelings regarding this, of course, but I hope you understand that I want to move on quickly and nicely! lol

I don’t want the other fans and members to become distracted because of my graduation so if we can do this performance like that I will have better tension! lol

Well, but I know my fans will quickly raise the atmosphere It’s making me feel a bit pressured lol

In regards to the elections, I've also talked about it on Twitter, but that 140 character limit can be quite exquisite. Haha.

Date: Sat, Mar 18, 2017 at 12:41 PM Subject: Big Family

Yesterday was Seishun wa Mada Owaranai Stage senshuraku

Thank you so much for these past 1.5 years Such a pretty hard stage Performing with members that I love I'm really glad I could be part of this stage～

Teru members are really delightful My lung hurt yesterday from laughing too much

And Teru-san Thank you so much for choosing us There was love for every single person、、 Thank you so much for your much love

What is it They were like my big family haha Teru-san was the father and Mariko-san was the mother

It was a great team

Thank you so much for the seishun

Last stage with Naanya

We will still meet even after she graduates so I don't really feel it haha

Date: Sun, Mar 19, 2017 at 04:20 PM Subject: Couple

When I realize, she's there beside me "What shall we do on our day off?" is first thing that comes to our minds

Aren't we like a couple hahahaha

Naanya, congratulations on your graduation I really don't know how did we get along this much but she's the no.1 person I can confide in I feel really comfortable being with her～

I wonder why Even though I always with her everyday We have no end of things to talk about It's strange, isn't it? We also always chat on LINE

This relationship will remain unchanged from here on out

We're bosom friends！！

Congratulations, Yoroshiku ne from now onー