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𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚛𝚎 🤍

𝚁𝚊𝚖𝚎 - 𝙼𝚒𝚡𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚢 𝙳𝚒𝚛𝚛𝚎𝚔 🎵

Yes, initially, it was all about my love for knowledge and learning new things. I focused on acquiring skills and learning facts over fiction. My enthusiasm for discovering and remembering information was driven by the thrill of competition, the rush of being quick, and the challenge of answering questions faster than others. But then...

Things changed when you came. My love and fascination with trivia and games became even more intense and enjoyable.

It seems that you and Trivia have become one. You are Trivia, and Trivia is you. Without one, the other is incomplete.

This is the secret reason why I can't stop playing. Because of it, I know by myself that no one will ban me or complain about my presence. I feel safe with my trivia. I cherish it because I understand the effort and hard work that went into creating it. Through it, there are many memories that I know are solely mine, that belong to me alone, and no one can take them or question why I am there or why I need to play.

So, within a day, if I don’t get to play, my day feels incomplete. I took refuge in the existence of Trivia, because there I find peace and joy. It’s really painful and sad when I can’t play. It feels like everything is gone from me.

I never thought playing trivia would make me feel this miserable. Instead of joy and peace, I experience pain and sadness. It feels like something is happening beyond my understanding, causing me to drift away or feel like something is drifting away from me.

Recently, I've realized that I need to stop doing things I love, including trivia, because peace of mind has to come first. I have to sacrifice that enjoyment and sense of contentment to maintain my emotional and mental well-being.

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✿ — 2005 ✧ ✧ *.•̩̩͙ 

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