how does fucking a corpse feel like?like..do you pay no mind to the germs and possibility that there are maggots? Do their cold lifeless bodies bother you or does it turn you on even more?
Ttt Ssshhhhh! No one's fucking anything! That's a horrible thing to say!
...It's not just sex..
It's a connection. It's an apology. It's giving love. It's anything I need it to be. Any excuse I need it to be. I know it's wrong, but I've.. never felt closer to humanity than.. Than when I had a partner.. I never hurt them with the intention of doing that, I don't mean to do it a lot anyway, it just.. I get overwhelmed when I see them so still. I like feeling good, too.. It feels.. Like me.. When they're..
I like it when they go stiff. I like it when their lips turn blue, but a lot of them don't.. I don't like the stares. I can't handle their eyes. It makes me feel guilty.
Parasites need time and air to fester. They get neither of these things. Not enough to birth. It's not right, but I'm not a bad person. I take care of them.. I promise.. I'm good to them..
