tried it but was talking to a friend for a while and chickened out. when I get my tablet tomorrow, Iāll be drawing more. I want to move accounts again since the people I tried to escape from found out, (And I know why.) but itād be useless. I really should start building a thicker skin. Ā But itās kind of funny- You know youāre on the wrong side when you sayĀ āgood riddanceā to someone committing suicide.Ā They call me the toxic one when I have yet to post anything angry towards her on blogs that arenāt this personal one, which I am still hesitant to say her name. And yet, she goes out of her way toĀ āācall me outāā when thereās nothing to call out. I just- I donāt understand. I blocked her on everything because she kept doing crap like this and starting stuff. Just- ugh. Reason why I donāt fight back is because I know itās useless. Itās too stressful and too worthless.Ā If sheās happy beating me at whatever drama she thinks sheās starting, so be it. I donāt hate her, and I never will. I still respect her, despite what sheās done. I regret what I said in a private message to her; and I shouldnāt have saidĀ āfuck youā. that was pretty rude, despite what she did. Honestly, she could stab me and I would still respect her- honestly, I donāt blame her for wanting to. But like..Ā Ugh. I could clear my name, but thereās no point in it. No one would believe me and honestly, itās not like theyād want to.Ā Iām a filthy owner of a satire mmd blog, oh no. And honestly, I posted the thing in mmdcallout simply because I just wanted to make Kaasu happy, even if it hurt me. If it makes her feel like sheās gained something or feel special or just- happy she got rid of a burden on her shoulders, I wonāt take that away from her. I still care about her enough to give her the satisfaction of that. But I donāt think any of this matters anymore. I donāt plan on coming back to the mmdc other than running mmdcallout and wtfmmd. I just hope sheās happy now.Ā Anyway, after this, Iāll be waiting for my tablet to arrive and Iāll be drawing. Iāve gotten a bit better at it- Iāll probably submit what Iāve already drawn now. ;v; Itās not like super amazing but I think itās alright.
