#ml angsty

So I had an idea.

Marinette gets held up, maybe she gets akumatized, or captured by an akuma and there is no way for her to transform. (probably the later.) So she get tikki to go find Alya, and Alya then has to take over as ladybug for that day.

Chat noir sees this new spotted heroine and figures out 'That is not my Lady' and finds out that she is a trusted friend of Ladybug.

Now Chat noir is fine with it at the time because, hey they got a mission.

Afterwards, The spotted heroine says she needs to go return the earrings to ladybug.

Chat noir asks how, being that he wants to ensure she doesn't lose the ladybug miraculous. She explains that she knows where she lives. Which she suddenly realized was NOT a good answer to tell chat noir.

-The main set up for the episode is the same. Rena Rouge is called to help. But there is some much more clear frustration with Chat noir.

-"Another secret I am not allowed to know, What a surprise."

-Ladybug tells him that she can't, and that she is sorry.

-"I get it. Just go." Chat noir being done with this situation. He is hurt by the lack of trust. Which he has made clear before.

-Ladybug and Rena Rouge head off. Rena Rouge apologizing for causing the tension. But Ladybug assures her its not her fault.

- Adrien returns home and tries to get Plagg to spill the beans. But Plagg isn't talking. Though Adrien is a bit more pushy about it.

-Marinette pleads a bit more with Fu about the secrecy, but just as in Canon. Fu dismisses it for the time being.

-The events of syren happen pretty much the same as in canon. Kim being an oblivious himbo.

-Syren floods Paris, and Ladybug and Chat noir end up on the roof.

-Ladybug gets the lucky charm that tells her to go to fu.

-So she goes to leave, but Chat noir stops her. Telling her that he has had enough of this.

-"I get it, secrets are important. But Paris is LITTERALLY FLOODED! Whatever or Who ever you are going to see may need help."

-Ladybug shouts at him. Angry that He thinks this is easy for her to hide. She says that she hates keeping him in the dark and she has tried to get the okay to tell him. But she can't.

-Chat noir blows up at that.

-"If I am really that untrustworthy. maybe next time you go where ever it is. you should take my ring with you."

-The fierceness in his voice. He was angry, he was hurt. She understood. But that statement hit something far stronger than Chat noir was expecting

-"Never say that again."

-Chat noir's anger fizzled when he looked at her.

-Thats when he noticed. Tears. He realized that he had gone to far.

-"Ladybug..." He felt awful now.

-"You think I want to keep this from you!? Keeping the person I trust so much in the dark!? Do you think I get some sick kick from it!"

-Chat noir knew he had gone to far.

-"Im sorry. I Never should have... I was just..."

-Ladybug calmed down. She realized they both were not handling this whole thing well.

-"I promise, You will get to know. Just promise me you will wait,"

-Chat noir nods.

-"I promise. I'm sorry about..."

-"Just wait here for a little bit okay."

-"Okay... bugaboo. I will."

-Ladybug gives him a hug. He hugged back.

-She then left to go to fu. Leaving Chat noir to calm down. He felt more guilt than anger. He detransforms and talks to plagg about it.

- Ladybug arrives and helps fu figure out the potion. And everything is all set like in canon.

-But before Ladybug leaves. She says "Put the noodles in the water." Not in a kind suggesting way. It was a stern, 'DO IT' way. Fu understood. And he said perhaps she was right.

-Fu goes and meets Adrien in canon.

-Adrien may have been a bit angry with fu, giving him a piece of his mind about all the secrecy.

-Fu apologizes, and he understands that he caused more pain then intended. He promises to fill Adrien in on things, so long as he doesn't threaten to quit again.

-"Did Ladybug tell you I..."

-"No, but I can only assume thats why she looked so hurt when I saw her."

-Adrien nodded. Saying he owes Ladybug a solid apology. Transforms into Aqua Chat. And goes to help ladybug.

-The fight ends the same way as in canon. Chat noir apologizes to Ladybug. Saying that he was a real jerk and that he promises to be more trusting of her. Because she kept her promise, and he was acting like a spoiled brat.

-Ladybug forgives him and says that she is glad that he knows. She couldn't imagine having someone else be chat noir

-They fist bump and go their separate ways.

-Marinette makes her macaroons of might and Fu gives Adrien his cheese potions.

Ooo

That would be sad.

And this is how chat noir finds out.

-Emilie looked at the withered flowers. She touched her cheek.

-”Everything went perfectly? Why did I say that?”

-Warmth, life, breathing. She was alive, but she was not the emilie she once was.

-Her memory was hazy. Like she had been walking in a fog, the words were muffled.

-She closed her eyes, focusing on what happened. How she was in that coffin, the peacock woman... why did it look so familiar?

-”Keep her alive ...” She said. “protect .... Agreste family at all cost.”

-The peacock woman had dropped her transformation and renounced her power. It was Nathalie.

-”Nathalie?”

- It was blank, then Gabriel arrived and she felt more like how she was... before she passed away.

-She was alive again. She knew it was Nathalie who did it. She needed something? An explanation! How was she alive.

-Her mind flashes! A thought telling her to look under the bed.

-She does, there was a letter, addressed to her.

-She opened it.

-”If you are reading this, then it worked perfectly. You’re alive Emilie. Gabriel had spent over a year trying and failing to attain the ladybug and Cat miraculous as a means to revive you. In efforts to aid him, I used the peacock miraculous, despite the risks...”

-Emilie was stunned, Nathalie used the miraculous that resulted in her own... She kept reading

-”Gabriel’s attempts haven’t been entirely in vain, he did find a way to fix the miraculous, now with no drawback to use it. But the damage had been done. I was still far too damaged to keep this up. Whether it was in a few weeks or a few years... my time was almost up. So, I used all of my focus and energy to create one last sentimonster. A sentimonster that would bring you to life. In exchange for life force energy. I call it Symbio, as it and you are co-dependent on eachother for survival. I decided to use my own life force to help you live. You also gained my memories as a result. Your own memories are still in tact, but this way, a part of me will always be with him. I dont know how long my essence will keep you going, but anything living can be drained. Just be careful. Dont let Gabriel or Adrien know the truth about this. They must not know. But lastly, watch over them emilie. Please.”

-Emilie felt her guts turn to cement. She was pretty much a monster. She had killed Nathalie. She has all of the memories now. She saw the strife Nathalie went through to do all of this. She wouldnt let it all be in vain.

-Emilie destroyed the letter. She understood that there was no point dwelling on this. While she felt disgusted with herself, she was alive, she was here, and she would protect her family no matter what.

-Adrien IS a Sentimonster. His power? He has the power to age and grow like a human boy.

-Emilie made him after finding out her sister Amelie was pregnant. After meeting Baby Félix, Emilie crafted a Sentimonster to be the Perfect son. Cleaning up the small imperfections she found with Amelie’s son.

-Adrien grew up as an obedient monster, unquestioning and listening to his mother’s words. His father never cared about Adrien, but he did put an act in front of Emilie,  Gabriel knew this was his wife’s way of coping with the fact she could never have children.

-Adrien grew and his existence was draining on Emilie due to the miraculous. She loved Adrien dearly, he was her greatest Creation after all.

-When Emilie started to fade, she kissed her boy goodnight, and with some sort of magic. Her soul went into Adrien, making him more then just a monster.

-Adrien had no idea he was a sentimonster, his mother saw to it. Nathalie had some suspicion when she started using the Peacock miraculous, but she dismissed it after Gabriel assured her that her notions were ridiculous.

-Gabriel’s care for Adrien is simply for his well being, he was a carrying case of his wife’s soul. He didn't care much for his son’s happiness or freedom.

-though sometimes he would see bits of Emilie shine through and he would give a bit of leeway. Might as well give the boy a bit of freedom before you rip his soul out and stick it back to Emilie. That is what the wish is for. Adrien will lose his soul and Emilie will get hers back. Thats the price paid.

-Only when he was demoralized in Queen Wasp did he think he would rather have Emilie in his life in some way rather then not at all. He would try being a better father to Adrien. But after he found out he could akumatize a miraculous wielder, that shred of innocence did not matter at all.

-This is why he was so callous to Adrien in Chat blanc, he didn't care about his son’s happiness, only his usefulness as a tool to get his true love back. As far as Gabriel is concerned, Adrien isn't truly his son.

(Thanks for the kofi)

Honestly the I know very little about the disorder, but if I was gonna do some angst, let me give it it a shot.

-Marinette doesn’t know she is Ladybug. She is painfully shy from years of bullying from Chloé which was a lot worse then in canon.

-Two personalities manifested. 1. Ladybug, the loving hero of Paris. The other, Crimson Beetle. The more sinister darker version of Ladybug.

-The costume changes depending on which personality is in control.

-Crimson stays dormant unless Marinette is pushed too far. Usually coming out when Marinette is asleep. She takes out her anger on people she deems “Dispensable”

-Miraculous cure won’t fix those damages, since only Crimson can fix her own work.

-The first Time Crimson showed up in broad daylight was Antibug.

-Chloé almost died, if Chat noir didn’t stop her.

Huh...

I never noticed that.

-Chat noir was not expecting a confession. Especially from his recent friend.

-Unlike in canon, Adrien is heavily considering it. Sure there is Ladybug, but he found himself with doubts during the heroes day debacle. How could she make him get CHLOE of all people to be a hero. Marinette also disliked chloé. She understood.

-Adrien still had decided it would be too dangerous for his hero identity to date a civilian, (plus part of him felt she deserved better then him)

-Marinette didn’t intend to confess to him, but it wasn’t exactly a lie. Ladybug had fallen for the cat. She could see how much he cared and still kept going even when he felt the world was against him. But her civilian self dating a hero was a no-no

-The dinner scene happens. Chat noir feeling such warmth from the family and it made it so much harder to turn her down.

-He confesses that he is in love with Ladybug (which is true, even if there was a rough patch atm)

-Weredad happens, Chat noir feels EVEN WORSE about the whole thing.

-After the event, things wrap up more or less the same. But Marinette. does give chat noir a small kiss on the cheek.