It’s past four in the morning and I’m wide awake. I don’t know why but I think it’s because I got used to talking to him until this late hours. I’ve been thinking about him lately. Thinking about what could have been. Thinking about the pain I caused him. I don’t know if he’s still reading my blog or what but if YOU do, know that I am really sorry.
Sorry for making you believe that we can work things out. Sorry for not telling you the truth off the bat. Everything happened instantaneously. You’re a good guy. Probably too good for me. You were always there for others anyway so I took the risk of letting you go.
Last night, I saw our pictures and read your messages. I felt your dreariness and it left me teary-eyed. I’m really sorry. I don’t know what else to say. I’m not good at saying goodbyes but I guess this would do. We had our shot. Let’s just leave it there and never look back. Sooner or later, you’ll find the one for you…