I can’t wait to just finish home this chapter of my life in the city. Today I’m riding the train and of course everything is going wrong. The local isn’t running but don’t worry because the express has turned local. Just makes you wanna pull your hair out this damn city with its irrational last minute changes that only work here because it’s New York City. I’m already looking and living in the future, planning and saving for our future.

I was going to change the name of this blog earlier but It makes sense to me at least. Misaves can be anything anything I wanna time stamp and save away for future reference. Maybe if things get too personal I’ll add a password and only the two of us shall have access to these blurbs. This almost feels like a tumblr finsta mash up. I always think it’s super funny how we used to go to the internet to run away from reality and now we’re digging deeper pockets in the web to hide from our front facing selfs.

Currently I’m heading to work with dread and courage all inside myself. I’m dreading dealing with whatever it is I’ll face today; but I’m filled with courage because I’m ready to tackle it. I cannot wait to just finish this day up and return home. I know I’m good at dealing with people so that part doesn’t worry me, I just don’t have that connection to people like I used to. Humans have their morals all screwed up and I don’t vibe on that wavelength. Currently I’m all about bettering myself, my wife and this planet.

I can’t wait to return home, I’m wanting to fall back into the habits I’ve let go of for the past week. I’m currently looking forward to baking with my beloved. Making yummy fall treats and maybe baking things for the week such as sweet loafs and bread. Looking forward to spending Halloween watching spooky things and eating treats this week, so happy I’ll be off to enjoy it together. Maybe having some spooky fall cookies to enjoy with movies 🎃🍪👻.

October 28, 2018