#missinghimalready

But I’ve been choking back tears since Colt said he would never forget me

Guaranteed, July 30, 2019, it remains a pleasant memory in my soul, thanks to him

Sometimes people come into your life and they just so happen to live across a giant body of water like 5,500 miles away. I waited 4 months to be able to hang out with @cawhite84 for just a few days. My heart is so full and yet I’m left with such sadness after having to say goodbye. It’s been so much fun getting to show him some of my favorite spots in San Diego and exploring some new places with him. The first night we met back in November, we clicked instantly. Bonded over our love of music. This past few days felt like we hadn’t even been apart for all of this time. He’s such an incredibly rad guy and I feel so blessed that our paths crossed ever so randomly in that bar during Emo karaoke. Here’s to hoping that one day I will get the chance to visit him in his hometown so he can play tour guide for me. Sending lots of love your way. Cheers! 😉💖 #missinghimalready #comeback (at San Diego, California)

*Josiah approved photo* I’m pretty sure @josiahandthe is the only person that could bring me to tears just by walking into a room. Haha remember that time I grabbed your face because I was so dang excited to see you? 😂 You have no idea what this night meant to me. Seeing you on that stage with your acoustic guitar and singing songs that I remember hearing for the first time years ago. Getting to catch up on life and just stand next to you and soak in your presence. It’s cheesy, but honestly, I always miss the heck out of you. Going to Lestats last night for the last time and it not being for one of your shows felt so strange to me. I have countless memories of that place because of you. I’ve made so many friends and new music discoveries because of you. I’ve honestly fallen in love with music more and more because of you. You’ve been a constant in my life for so long now that it feels weird during those periods of time that you’re not around. I’m so glad you always come back around. I know this post is turning into a letter of sorts, but I think it’s important that you know you are so loved and appreciated and that your music is still (and always will be) affecting people. I might be just one little person, but you’ve honestly had such a positive impact on my life and I’m just forever grateful to you for that. All of those times I felt like crap and was in a bad place and your smiling face washed away those thoughts in my head. Your music has moved me in so many ways. Often, I’ll listen to the old albums and be moved to tears. To know the stories behind the words, to feel the emotions you felt while writing them. You have this way of touching my soul and lifting my spirits and making my heart feel so many crazy emotions. I just feel so blessed to have gone to that Lestats show so many years ago and befriended you. So thankful for you and your music and your heart and passion. I hope you never lose that fire burning inside of you. ❤️❤️ #josiahleming #rideordie #missinghimalready #Itotallydidntcrywhilewritingthis (at Troubadour)

#inlovewithhim #missinghimalready (at Del's Ver Computer Shop)

You know your grandson misses you a little bit when he sends you pics like this!❤️❤️❤️ @landonnlittrell #love #family #familyalways #lovemygrandson #bestgrandsonever #missinghimalready

Until next time, Charlie. @feleciandroid I’m always here to help! #endofthebunnyspam #missinghimalready #iwantone @_deeezzznutss PUHLEASE???

I'll be over here crying and getting all of my loving from Axel today! Trig and I are off to LA ✈️in the morning and as excited we are...man, we are going to miss our little dude!💔It's the hardest thing in the world, going anywhere without him! Am I allowed to just last minute bring him with us?! Haha! He will be in great hands with his Nana but boy oh boy is this hard! If you need me I'll be in a ball 😭until we leave! #motherhood #momlife #missinghimalready