#missing him (again)

I want to roll patroclus into a joint and smoke him is this normal

i want to be his forever always. god i love that pretty boy so much,,

i miss you. i know that i made a mistake, that i crossed a boundary, that i hurt you. you have every right to give yourself distance from me. infact, im the one who gently invited you to do that if you needed, in my apology to you. but i still miss you. its far to early to even think about interacting with you again, trying to rebuild the bond i cherished. it only happened a couple days ago, for heavens sake. so i wont. ill wait, either till you initiate conversation, or till i simply cant anymore. ill give you space. but i do hope we can be friends again, someday. i do still miss you. i hope you know that.