Anxiety and God
The past couple weeks of July have been full of anxiety which is not new to me but normally it's not this bad. My physical health has been affected and I've missed out on a few big events which make me sad. However, today I decided to push back. Instead of lying in bed waiting for the anxiety to worsen, I got out of bed and took a walk outside. I don't do it often because Arizona has been in the 100s and its not fun but I needed fresh air and sun. I had Jhadina playing on Youtube and it really turned my day around. I'm not saying I was healed but it definitely was a start. I followed up with the book of Job in the bible and I even went on a quick trip to the store which may not seem like a big deal but it was for me. I feel like God was saying "Move forward. Stop thinking about the past".
