I'm constantly torn between wanting to be just a pack member with like a bunch of platonic friends, and wanting a QPR to snuggle with and be semi-intimate with.
My AroAce Self knows I probably would get uncomfy depending on what the other person asks of me. But the Alpha Self wants someone soft and cute to hug and scent and take care of.
Old people always say that there's always someone out there for us. But I don't think that's a universal truth.
Maybe some of us are meant to just be alone, idk.










