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a  sigh  emits  from  him  ,  dark  eyes  trailing  ,  observing  carefully  before  then  shuffling  under  ,  holding  all  of  kingsley’s  weight  .  he  technically  shouldn’t  be  doing  this  ,  given  how  ILL  he  was  feeling  himself  ,  but  there  was  a  sudden  shot  of  adrenaline  that  gives  him  some  semblance  of  strength  .  hand  moving  quickly  ,  he  was  able  to  draw  a  chair  up  &&  settle  kingsley  on  it  .

“  you’re  alright  .  you’re  SAFE  ,  ”  remus  was  able  to  offer  .  

REMUS  LET  HIS  GLASS  FALL  BACK  TO  THE  TABLE  .  an  endless  optimism  seemed  to  follow  ,  no  matter  how  he  looked  to  wallow  in  the  idea  that  it  was  all  doomed  .  because  it  was  .  there  was  so  much  riding  on  so  little  .  he  hates  KNOWING  that  all  their  hope  is  sitting  on  a  seventeen  year  old  &&  his  friends  .  it  offers  no  solace  to  remus  that  he  is  fighting  the  same  war  that  he  fought  when  he  was  harry’s  age  .  it  seems  so  helpless  &&  so  desperate  .

&&  he  was  TIRED  .

oh  merlin  ,  was  he  tired  .  

hope  was  hard  to  hold  onto  .  it  truly  was  becoming  a  fleeting  feeling  .  there  was  only  so  much  hope  that  remus  could  hold  whilst  everything  CRASHED  around  him  .

@ministerfor​ asked: “  you really expect me to believe a word you’re saying.  now?  after everything you’ve done.  ”

----- 𝐄𝐗𝐇𝐀𝐔𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐃,   𝐅𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐃,   𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒   𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄   𝐏𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐃.   he   has   given   them   every   name,   every   location,   everything.   he   rubs   his   temples,   before   looking   up   at   shacklebolt   with   tired   annoyance.   “   and,   you   believe   that   i   would   risk   my   family’s,   namely   my   son’s   freedom   on   lies   ??   take   the   list,   shacklebolt.   you   look   exhausted.   “

❛      there  had  been  many  theories  about  how  she  had  been  murdered.     ❜

𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐜 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 !

‘  it  cannot  be  a  mistake  to  have  cared .  it  cannot  be  an  error  to  have  tried .  it  cannot  be  incorrect  to  have  loved .  ’ , @𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐨𝐫​ 

𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠 , too young for the agony that he has faced . voldemort had condemned him once to death , & he had made a miracle — but it would never take away the pain that was left behind . for years , he sat in azkaban , counting the days to when he’d be able to lay into the beast who lied to him — for years , he thought of all the mistakes he had made . he wondered , he wondered what would come next . 

now , he sits before kinglsey shacklebolt & it is such a profound moment — because kingsley’s right . of course he is . ❛ i ... i did . i do . care & try & love — i don’t think i could ever stop . ❜ but , quirinus is still young . still full of guilt & sorrow & he’s trying , he’s trying — !