I make tiny monologs to myself all day...this is just one of them.
I need you to know that you'll be okay if good turns to bad. I want somebody who doesn't physically need me around, but wants my company as a part of their life. Appreciate me, and I will appreciate you. Appreciate that I'm in your life for the exact moment that you're in as you're thinking about it. Don't worry about the future with me, because it doesn't matter how much you think about it, it's only going to happen the way it's supposed too. Let it be. Let us flow together for the time we have. And live in the moment of it. Remember that you were fine before me, and you'll be fine after me. I'm not going to hassle you about forever because whether I'm there or not is up too how we cherish each day that we are in each others lives. I'm not going to bring up your past because I wasn't there and it's none of my business unless you want it to be. I'm a broad minded person who wants to live a simple yet fascinating life. I desire to share my goals and passions with somebody who doesn't need to have the same ones I do, but understands that I'm going to go for what I want whether you're coming or not. I want to provide for myself everything I need, and most of what I want. My needs were never my first concern, but they will be. I can never make anybody happy unless I know that I can myself happy. I would like to be with somebody who understands that shit happens, and it's all for a reason. If I'm no longer in your life, you're going to be okay. And if you're no longer in mine, I'm going to be okay too.








