#minis thoughts

Firstly. Thank you, everyone, for being so patient with our uploads. It's been so hard to even get in the mood to write during the situation.

Life is currently stressful. Between SO MANY people breaking my trust to an irreparable level, planning my move, and finding out about a GC made specifically to shit-talk me by people I had considered friends. Finding out that someone I had trusted and CLAIMED neutrality was INVOLVED not only in said group chat but involved in not-so-neutral behaviour (sending screenshots of my messages, being in CALLS with me and telling them in said group chat "I had to mute so I wouldn't sound annoyed because she's annoying") and so on. It just got worse and worse and worse and honestly. How do you even live with yourself by doing these things? Shit fucking hurts.

you were my friends.

all of this because of a petty argument, between me and one other person that none of the others were involved in, only getting half a story and so on.

roping in other people, who have come to me and apologized because the behaviour they witnessed in that group chat made them PHYSICALLY sick... I can't even imagine what was said to make them come to me with a long paragraph, a bunch of proof and again, to make them physically sick - that's- gross, to say the least.

whatever.

it's okay.

I have a wonderful group of people who have been supporting me since everything happened.

Honestly, I want to write. It's such an outlet for me but even then- it's hard because more and more information comes out and it's SHITTY.

I'm doing better now compared to when this all started.

Swallowing those pills, and realizing that these people- were never my friends.

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To those people involved, though it will go unheard.

You can say whatever you want about me. Call me a liar. Call me manipulative, call me a terrible person in your little group chat! It's okay I promise.

Because at the end of the day. I know my truth and have the proof to back it up which I have done for anyone who came to me and asked.

And at the end of the day, I was the one who approached you to talk about everything civilly. At the end of the day, I was not the one who made a group chat and used it to send my posts, tweets, and screenshots of private messages in order to talk badly, or to use them maliciously.

In the end, it says much more about you, than it does me.

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I'm doing my best.

I'll be back soon.

Kitty and I are working hard to get past this, as I am not the only one hurt in this situation even if the attack was at me directly.

We will be back with stronger chapters, and when we come back it will be with a fucking bang.

If you made it this far thank you,

I hope your day is the most wonderful.

thank you for supporting us

and thank you for always being kind with our works