#mini-vent

I haven’t seen the film personally, but I know that ..

I know not everyone whose trans transitions or whatever,

But..In the Case of Jax?? An I the only one who thinks that if Jax is indeed a transwomen..You know..couldn’t she transition just a little bit?? Depending if the mind files can be altered, or something, regardless. Why can’t we not expect Glitch and a Transwomen Creator to have an actual transition for a character that’s meant to happen? Why can’t it not be so clear?? Why not??

It got fucking banned from playing in theaters in the Middle East WTF!! People chill!! Nothing “makes your kid Trans/Gay or Goes again your religion like an evil Nuke from your version of Satan!! Dammit!!l”

I know, you can argue “Oh but Media literacy, so if you didn’t see her as trans, even if there is no transition—“

“That’s just on you!! Oh well, trans character canon, but like for some reason she can’t express herself”

Damn..why though? Is it because she’s a “cartoon”

Is it the transphobes being like “EWWW noooo!”

Is it the fact she’s not “Real” or “Stuck with a flawed au that doesn’t allow her to transition”

(Yikes. Coming from someone whose family likes Ai as a tool. Which I hate dearly as an artists. Very negative approach, I kinda hoped we had a more positive look at the future of Ai instead of giving up. Let’s give Caine come mercy too)

..Or worse, if it’s “Thise feeling were just Quote in quote formed by an Ai or something and it could never show”

Obviously the answer is HELL NO.

Let’s do the opposite of my Post, let’s say I have prophetess powers and look into the future and see a female Jax.

I’ll be happy. In fact, for the very odd reason of not believing it’s true and being unexpectedly stir in that plot twist would be fun and cool. It would be even more..Sensical than anything else out of the many theories I saw. Like sure some of the wack theories are funny and silly, but The Tranfem Daisy theory is supported by actual

Human experienced and reason.

I’m More bound To believe that despite my cold hearted skepticism.

And Gooseworx said the ending is more hopeful than IHNMAIMS

Why does a character need to be trapped in the closet?? And trust me, coming from someone whose family likes has a strict religious background (at least Iike to think I have, it was chill for most part)

How do I say this..

It’s okay to come out! The idea of the closest (even within just a Gay/Lesbian Context)

Is utterly stupid to me (at least in a sense that people are unhappy, not in a case that their unready or something like that)

There is a reason why I sort of get sad when I see Daisy fans think She should stay in the closet at the end of the show. Like yeah tragedy or whatever, but that’s dumb!! Give me tragedy in the sense that someone Dies! Sure, not every thing needs a death! But come on, the best transfem rep you can think of and you don’t expect them to follow through??

People should be allowed to be happy and transition and do whatever they want!! Otherwise, there is more guilt later down the line and no one wants to hear that. Someone like me and I’m sure many others do appreciate an honest effort and success story, or whatever, not just in that sense but in many. People should cheer each-other and support each-other for actual accomplishments or mile stones that improve your life, like that if you get what I mean.

Can I give you a werid story for a second?

I don’t know why I had this dream a very long time ago.. But it stuck out with me.

I don’t

Remember what it was, but let’s just say for now it means something valuable to me.

I was in a beautiful house. Not my house, but a house. Even though I knew that, I felt oddly fimilar and comfortable with it, as if it could be my home.

I felt like I was being called by something. I didn’t know what it was and for a time, I thought it was just random. The hallways of wherever I was was bright. I don’t remember if there were other people,

And then after a while, I started to feel werid as the call continued.

I came across a room. Let’s just say it was mine..

Yet I began to hear scary things coming from my closet. Whe I came up to it..I felt a sinister shiver go down my spine.

I didn’t know what it was, but I knew I would be in for a scary revelation if I turned back (or at least a shocking one, because again, despite the dream’s effort to scare me, I wasn’t feeling scared tbh). There was light, like a glowing monster.

I didn’t open the closet. I did the one thing I don’t do in this scenario..

I choose to look back.

But then in a twist,

My face was forced back the other way,

And I realized that the scary thing that was behind me,

Had hid in the closet. Because now the door was creaking open with the scary light.

I go upset because I thought it was behind me. It felt like it was behind me..

It was weird because I knew it was in the closet, but it was also behind me. It desperately wanted me to be scared of it.

This monster that felt valuable or something, not so much personal, or “just for me”, I couldn’t really tell what it wanted from me or what to feel. I think I even tried talking to it like: “Hello? Who is there?”

It didn’t reply ofc. Still, I didn’t want to be scared of it. And I decided to reach out for the closet..

That’s when my dream ended.

Sine this day I don’t really know why I had the dream.

But I’ll just say this. I know it was because during that time, I was processing my emtions on just being overly sensitive. I hate how much I can care sometimes and I hate being different from the others.

What’s fustrating is..I feel so bad for People with Gender disphoria and who are trans. I could never understand what it’s like for someone to hate the body they were born in. I believe no matter why everyone should be loved and love themselves, that suffering can be helped with the right people. It takes time.

And I am rigidly against the idea of seeing a Beloved character like Jax, or anyone, no matter how fucking controversial or whatever the hell religious people fear of it,

Just for it to be “This can never happen” or “This person doesn’t way that”

Rather than “This person needs more time and support to change”

If those first two happen, It’s gonna break my heart even more! It would be the equalivent of a story about loving farmers coming on to check on the baby chick and never hatching, if not worse, dying inside the Egg.

Then the farmer just has to accept that whatever the fuck happened, whatever conditions they dod or did not put the baby check through..had essentially had majoring damning Consquences.

That’s should be looked

Down upon even more than even the slightest chance of someone being Gay or Trans.

Transphobes are the problems because they claim to be the loving farmers, the religious zealots are the problems because they’re in the same category as that.

And the worst part is..If you guys are right about Jax’s character.

If there is anyway Jax won’t make an effort to change.

Then maybe Jax haters will be even more angered than they were before if that happens. Now, it’s stringing all of more of their hated because they care way more than I ever did making this post about him.

I did this because I want a lesson for some creators or whoever in the future.

That no matter how much push back or anyone who truly needs to talk, don’t be afraid to talk.

It’s called having guts and I’m sorry, but some people want you to be happy so much that the idea of just anyone being miserable is enough to get them to make some random ass post about a character they do not want but at the same time for obvious contrary conflicting and difficult reason WANT to be an egg.

Moral of the story..

Again, I saw the TV glow was such a random pick..

Is what I said About The Matrix even what Gooseworx said?? Where did you guys even get that idea (Don’t worry bro, this isn’t attacking or anything)

Was Soma Theory also formed because the idea of them leaving and having a happier life outside of the circus an even more painful idea for you guys?? Because it’s quote on quote, a better option?? That’s sad!! Was anything created in this fandom for the betterment of the characters or was it all just a reuse to cover the fact Gooseworx lies and actually does wanna tell some form of a hopeful story, even with the hard pill to swallow messages??

Because hot damn, the more I’m willing to do those stories more than every and even the my brain cannot brain.

For the record. I’m writing this when I’m sick. Lol.

I’ll say it before and I’ll say it again like the delusional crazy ass I am

If Jax Not Literally Egg, no one Literally Egg

If Jax literally Egg, everyone Literally Egg.

If Jax’s is getting out of the Circus, everyone is getting out of the MF circus

If Jax is NOT getting out of the circus, No one is getting out of that MF Circus.

I rest my case your honor.

Me convincing the Daisy community and Tadc Fandom, as well as Jax haters that I saw the The TV glow is Probably A way to Depressing Idea (or someone Permanently abstracting, IE; Jax) that I don’t even Think AM to IHNMAIMS can do to someone:

one- william afton. horrible father, child murderer, doesn't look like he really has much care for others.

two- narrator. manipulative, self-absorbed, possibly psychotic and probably narcissistic.

three- henry. miller. i need not explain any more.

four- spy. he's just a general pompous narcissistic asshole.

[Mum]: “Oh yeah, we have to go visit the half-brother and sister-in-law.”

[Me]: