#mindposting

"oh damnit i forgot to pick up my garbage"

It’s over again, and i can say i feel that i’ve never grown as i  did this year, i can’t say this was a bad year because even tho it sucked at times i learned so much, i earned so much and i’m thankful for it. I’m thankful that i lost people i didn’t really cared about, i’m thankful to know that time and distance won’t break my real friends and that it always matters to dance a little, it doesn’t matter if your partner leaves at some point, it doesn’t matter if you’re not fully aware of yourself. Dance a little. Have a little fun. It’s gonna be fine. 

As i write this i’m freaking out swamped in panic about the future as i’ve always been. This time i’m gonna stay true to my guts and flow with the fact that my little life will be just fine as it always has been.

I write to remind myself that i have to practice my patience and my kindness because we never get to know a person completely, i’m reminding myself not to judge as i used to, i write to remind myself i’ve changed a lot this year, the most for the better of me, and it’s a selfish thing to say but it’s a selfish little life we live and i want to be better for and by myself. Im gonna need some help not to move forward but to remember where i stand. 

To those whom had a shit ass year i want to congratulate you for making it this far, tomorrow, numbers change, it starts again and you get another chance. For those who said life is no nintendo game, they forgot you get to change your course and start over any time you want. as far here are my main lessons this year;

1. STOP THE PREJUDICE.

2. LISTEN TO YOUR GUT MORE OFTEN.

3. LET GO OF THOSE WHO YOU AREN’T WILLING TO CARE FOR.

4. TREAT YOURSELF.

5. BE KIND, BE GIVING AND BE HAPPY.

6. SAY I LOVE YOU, NO MATTER HOW OFTEN