#mindphuck

My alarm goes off at 6am ... I’m hating life and everyone (mornings are NOT my fave, especially early mornings), I pick up my phone and shut off my alarm ... opened up my notifications cuz that’s one of the first things I do when I wake up and I see the unread “Good night Lisa”. I roll my eyes and KMT then reluctantly dragged my ass out of bed.

By 6:37, my freaking curiosity got the better of me n I responded with “GM” As soon as I hit send, I cringe. Why? Why did I open up that can of worms? The three little message bubbles indicating that he’s writing me back pop up in the text box and I take a deep breath ...

The conversation’s light with the usual hru’s n shit but after the formalities are out the way, it turned into a 3.5 hour conversation (all by text!) about our “friendship” and me trying to tell him, I legit can’t deal with his bull crap anymore. My feelings always end up getting hurt and he appears and disappears as he pleases. I refuse to invite that shit back in my life. So he really needs to just delete my number.

Paragraphs, essays, emotions and 3.5 hours later, I was mentally drained ... My last words were “I don’t want to see you.” and he asked “Do you really wanna end our friendship out of anger?”