#mindbottling

Chazz: Yeah, mind-bottling. You know, when things are so crazy it gets your thoughts all trapped, like in a bottle?

Honestly.

whAT

small world

There's something about you that I just can't quite explain.  It's like whenever I see you or think about you, this wave of strong feelings crashes over me.  It's weird though cause these aren't like love, hate or sexual feelings or anything like that. I don't know how to explain it. It's just like 'heavy on the soul'ish, if that makes sense. Maybe like being completely submerged in water, yeah that's how it kinda feels. I really don't know what to make of it cause I know for a fact that I am not in love with you nor do I hate you or hold any anger towards you.  You know honestly, I can go days without thinking of you or seeing you and I'm perfectly happy with that.  But it's like once something comes up that is in any relation to you, BAM! Sirens go off, red lights flash, signals flare!  My blood starts to rush and my heart beats faster.  It doesn't feel good, but it doesn't feel bad either.  It's literally just a strong feeling.  It's mindbottling! Because I have no idea if this is a positive or negative thing. I guess all I really do know is that I am completely attracted to you. Not in an 'infatuation obsessed' way, but in a 'you intrigue me' way. Who knows we can grow into lovers, or best friends, mortal enemies or simply fade in memory.. Whether good or bad, I am extremely curious to see what's going to happen next.