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More Joy!!!

- Don't forget to remind your sub being hypnotized is a good feeling

- Don't forget to repeat your sub's triggers and orders, that is indispensable, remind them what they have to say, feel or do everytime when you trigger them, especially when you don't practice very often or when your sub is learning to be a good toy. PLEASE Be super specific with your orders. Is IMPORTANT to remember the triggers DON'T ARE PERMANENT, you have to train your sub over and over again everytime you going to hypnotize your sub

- Remind praise your sub, call them a good boy/girl or good pet, praise is always a good way to interact with your sub's mind during the session.

- Remind they that they WANT TO BE under your control and being dropped feels good

- Occasionally ask things like "that feels good, right?" "Are you enjoying it?" "How does that feel?" "What are you feeling right now?" "Do you want more?"

- Make them drop over and over again until they feels desperate for being mind blank... Keep searching the better way your sub drop, sometimes the pendulum is the better choice, sometimes are the spirals, sometimes is de physical touch, find that and train your sub with their weakness...

- Aftercare IS NOT AN OPTION, your sub is learning to be mindblank and obedient, maybe they could feel a little exposed, always remind them that there's nothing to be embarrassed, both of you are exploring those new experiences, the better way to connect with your sub and increase the power you have over them is having conversations and feedback about the sessions.

- Finally, have fun with your new toy, expand the limits one step at time and then you will have a mindblank breedable toy

First video posted in along while, been doing so many private sessions. Heading back to work on my Youtube, and Patreon as well. 

Thanks for the lovely session @hypnoticjosselynviolet  

The Marionette's strings

Let's see if I can struggle through this.

Been a day. My head feels like it's full of cotton; which is to say, I feel like I can't think. The shape of my thinking is like listening to someone talk through a pillow; I know it's there and I know it's saying something but I can't make it out. To say nothing of, I haven't been able to do anything... I go to read a book and go through all the motions of settling up to read a book, but once I'm actually there that feels impossible but something else - journaling for instance - sounds doable; then I set up to journal and that too feels impossible, but cooking seems achievable... ad infinitum. Just in circles with many things sounding possible, none of them actually doable. To say nothing of, the actually doing... I just fucked up a really easy logic puzzle and then a really easy sudoku in quick succession because, as previously stated, I can't think. I'm not sure how I'm doing this right now, even. By trying not to think, I suppose.

I know what's up. In a general sense. My nervous system is all out of whack. Which is to say, some part of me for some reason is stuck in fight-or-flight and can't do, well, anything else other than be that. I've... tried this and that to see if I can down-regulate it at all, and so far nothing has really worked. So I'm sort of resigned to the rest of the day just. Being this, and like this. Which isn't great, but it feels like acceptance will do me more good than fussing on it. Unless my body is lying to me. Which is also entirely plausible.

What it's about, though? No ideas. I think I'm maybe just there all the time, these days. When there's a concrete deadline - threat - I address it, resolve it, and then the moment I have breathing room again it's back to this. Been this way all week, I think. At the very least. Probably longer. Wednesday I was definitely also struggling this same way, and the other days had those concrete deadlines to provide some structure. Before that, hard to remember; but it feels like I've been stuck this way a while. Either way, it's not great being... blank. Like this. Blank, or cotton, or however else you want to describe it.

Been a "Crossroads" by Tracy Chapman kind of month. Few months. Since December, I guess. Just posted it, because if it's been sitting that heavily, it ought to be entered into the record. I wish I knew why, but I know why, but I wish I knew why. Like listening through a pillow, again.

I wish I knew what it was like to be myself. I feel like I haven't really known in years. For the longest time now I've only been able to know what I am through the Other - through comparing characters, through silly personality quizzes, or any means other than directly inhabiting myself. It's part of the cotton. Or the background static.

I know that I don't fit anymore, in whatever skin I'm in. Or whatever river I'm swimming in. Describe it to Hearthsnail the other day as feeling like I'm a freshwater fish swimming in salt - or salt in fresh, or whichever it may be - and I'm not made for it anymore. Some part of me remembers, Salmon; and is this what that transition feels like? Is that what's happening in my life, now? I don't know. I wish I knew. I didn't say much else to him besides.

Vulkovic (2017) Reports “One in three higher education students think about suicide or self-harm”. In Australia anxiety levels at TAFE and University are on an Increase.

Mind Blank is a not-for-profit organisation that generates awareness of mental health concerns in youth across Australia by using interactive theatre pieces and, engaging youth in a fresh and unique way. We include young people through interactive theatre to empower them to be proactive about reducing the risk of youth suicide. If you need help now.

The Mind Blank University Show aims to: - provide scenarios to help students handle stress better. - to educate young people about common mental health issues and the supports systems available. - demonstrate practical self-help tips to reduce stress levels, promote resilience building and aims to reduce the risk of suicide.