My boobs hurt so bad.... I think they may explode.... Millie is doing so well with weaning though I can't do backwards.... Grrrr please stop hurting boobs

I'm so nervous for tomorrow. It's my first day of classes and Millie still isn't too warmed up to my mom. I really don't want her to be screaming the whole time :( I feel so awful when l come home and shes all sweaty and red from crying. I'm just not ready for school and being away from my baby. Have any other moms had this problem? Did your babies ever stop crying? I wish I didn't have to go to campus :(

I have orientation today. I'm not sure if I'm allowed to bring Millie but I am anyways. I considered leaving her home but since its so long i'd have to pump. It would be really hard to find a place to pump verses just feeding on demand. Worse comes to worse and she's not allowed I'll just leave. It's an all girls school though and so far she's been allowed to come to everything. I don't think it'll be that big of a problem. Wish me luck guys... I might actually have to be social....

So there was just an earthquake... I freaked out. Millie was not phased. My 5 month old is braver than me.

So millie and i went to a birthday party for Millie's friend today. I was super excited because it was Millie's first birthday party but them Tim had to work... For some reason Millie slept most of the party ( which never happens. My child doesn't sleep) which left me very bored. It kinda sucked because all the moms were older and had multiple kids so they really didn't try to include me. Idk it was just really odd. Its the first time I've really felt the difference in being a young mom and i wasn't really fond of being ignored... Last time i checked i had the same problems with my baby as they did with theirs shes not an easy baby because i had her young. So annoyed... Whatever they'll be other parties.

If you're wondering why i havent posted recently its because millie hit her four month sleep regression.