#mikksrant

I'm so so so unprepared for English tomorrow, but yolo, I've survived so far and I haven't turned in any empty papers yet

Just hoping that I pass tbh!

Can't wait to get my hands on Ironmary/Bloodymary...

I may not be fully Asian, and even though my family is from the south of Asia, doesn't mean I don't feel hurt or frustrated when people treat this character as if he's dumb or incapable of being a complex, versitile and resilient person because of him being POC and having reasonable human reactions to being in a deadly situation. (When I mention his reactions, I mean people clutching onto and exaggerating the moments where he lashes out)

‼️I DO NOT MEAN THAT EVERYBODY EVER WHO LIKES BLOODYMARY ARE GUILTY OF CONTRIBUTING TO THESE TROPES, THIS IS MERELY BASED OFF OF VERY FEW PIECES THAT I'VE SEEN DURING MY TIME IN THIS FANDOM‼️THIS IS NOT A PERSONAL ATTACK ON ANYBODY, but if you do notice that you are indeed dumbing down Simon just for the sake of having him being dumb, maybe look into that‼️

There is so much that I could address but this would end up being the length of a thesis because this has so much nuance </3 Take this as me barely skimming the surface of the problems

I wrote and wrote and wrote, hopefully it's enough

Made multiple sticky notes with Rocky as motivation, his grammar is the same way I think when I'm exhausted

(When it refers to "talking to rocky later" I swear I'm not crazy, it's because me and my friend associate each other with Grace = me and my friend = Rocky)

Now I've got Norwegian tomorrow

English on Wednesday (the one I'm least prepared for)

My execution is today

Psychology exam

I'm fearing the Norwegian and especially English

HOW ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO DEAL WITH 72 HOURS OF EXAM AND EXAM STRESS

I want to draw

But

Exams tomorrow, day after tomorrow and the day after that

I'm so deep in the project hail mary, iron lung and coltland twin hcs

Written

4th may

5th may

6th may

Oral

28th may

How I'm currently feeling: