#might delete later..

ex-host wrote a bunch of private fic and headcanons for my source that ended up just becoming memories and such for me. some of it was stupid, some of it was silly, some of it was written when we had a fever of 103F, but.. some of it is true.

some of it really cuts deep.

i'm not upset about it or anything, it's funny i went from Beloved Blorbo to Chill Girl. we have more merchandise of me than other parts from the show.

but, back to my main topic. i've been thinking about writing my own "fanfiction", maybe in a journal way or just in general. i've seen a lot of other introjects do it and it resonated with me.

i would adore other people's thoughts on this, truly.

i'm not looking for outside validation or encouragement to share. this is mainly me just typing into the void of our blog about something i find interesting. this isn't something i've seen many others do.. only twice have i encountered published works (which is very fair, i personally keep my past/source close to my heart). still, i haven't seen others talk about it at all.. which draws me more into it

im sure my similarly-sourced parts would be curious (within our collective, to make it more clear), so.. i may share with them.