And Miles answered: "I could trust Mark... to do what I asked of him. I could only trust you to do what you thought was right."
Well, that's a laugh. Mark is only the most bloody-minded, contrary person Ivan's ever met. Trust Mark to follow orders? The guy who stole Miles's mercenaries not once but twice, whose haring off on his own without consulting anyone got Miles killed?
But Miles had trusted Mark to follow orders, and what's more, Mark did.
Whereas he trusted Ivan--loyal-donkey Ivan, Ivan-you-idiot--Miles apparently trusts Ivan to think for himself.
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Could I suggest two? Either together or separate 41) comfort food, and 12) candles.
Still thinking on #12, but hereâs #41. My apologies for taking so long to get around to it! Hope it was worth waiting for. ;)
~*~
The kitchendoor stood ajar, light beaming out around the edges into the midnight dark ofthe hall. A savory aroma, too, and laughter, though Belle couldnât place whose,despite a note of familiarity. Curious, she leaned in, but the crack was too slimfor her to see anything. She placed her palm against the rugged oak grain andgave the door the slightest push to widen the gapâŚ
A man workedat the stoveânot Cuisinerâstirring a steaming pot in just his shirtsleeves, waistcoatunbuttoned and hanging loosely from his lithe frame. He wore no wig, and althoughit might have been colored by the flickering firelight, a shock of whatappeared to be fiery gold hair stuck out untidily from his head. Belle had to clapher hand over her mouth to keep from giving herself away with her laugh. Of course Lumière was a redhead.
Heturned his head so she could see his face in profile, teeth flashing white and eyescrinkling as he laughed again. Not the raucous laugh she was accustomed to hearringing from his wide-open mouth, but low, rumbling. Reserved for an audienceof one. Warmth prickled across Belleâs cheekbones with the realization that shewas intruding on a private moment, yet she couldnât look away, hypnotized as bya flame.
Theruffle of Lumièreâs cuff danced about his hand as he drew the spoon out of thepot and turned. He cupped his other hand beneath it as he extended it. Belleâsstomach gurgled as the smell of vegetable ragout, rich and comforting, filledher nostrils. He murmured something she couldnât hear, but his smile widenedand then Plumette joined him in the narrow viewing field between the door andits frame. She, too, had abandoned her wig, her natural black curls bouncingabout her graceful curving neck as she leaned in to sample Lumièreâs concoction.
Hiseyes never blinked as he watched her lips close over the tip of the spoon,though his forehead puckered in concern. Plumetteâs dark lashes flutteredclosed as she tasted the ragout, the tapered tips of her fingers coming up todab a drip of errant broth from her lips, which curved in a smile. When sheopened her eyes, Lumièreâs eyebrows went up and his head bobbed. âItâsgood, chĂŠrie?â
Lumièrereturned the spoon to the pot, but not to ladle himself a sample. Instead, he tookPlumetteâs hand, fingers curling so delicately around hers, drawing her to himlike a swan gliding over serene waters, and tasted it from her lips.
Bellepushed the door silently shut and left them to their comfort food. Â
Of the ficlets Iâve written in this universe, so far, Iâd say this is the earliest in the timeline. (Also, @andsoshepaints just requested the same one, so this is for both of you!) (Also also, this is not as âmicroâ as intended.)
15. Trembling hands
Patrick was pretty sure he was gonna puke. He was sweating and his vision had gone a little blurry - and he couldnât blame either on the heat or the fact heâd taken his glasses off. Heâd made a dignity dash down the rear steps of the stage and propped himself against the back wall of the restroom trailer, taking deep, careful breaths.
Itâs something you ate, itâs something you ate, itâs something you ate.
It wasnât something he ate. It was nerves. Debilitating, humiliating nerves that had swept over him as heâd climbed up on the stage to watch one of the other bands and looked out at the endless mass of people in front of him. In less than thirty minutes, heâd have to be out there - in front of all of them. Singing. He wouldnât even have his drumkit to hide behind and a tiny, stupid guitar wasnât going to help.
The comments on their website kept coming back to him - âIâll see you on Warped! Canât wait!â and âThis is my first show, better make it awesome, guys!â and the resoundingly unhelpful, âYou fucking suck!â
Theyâd never played a show this huge, before. He wasnât sure heâd seen this many people in one place in his life, before now. What if he fainted? What if someone threw something and it almost knocked him out like that one time before? Worse - what if he forgot the words?Â
He might actually die. He might.
He leaned forward over his knees, to try to get some of the blood back to his brain, but that only made him more nauseous.Â
âDude, are you alright? I think you broke a land speed record, back there.â
Patrick held up a trembling hand, not trusting himself to speak, and shook his head.
âOh. Oh!â Joe emptied what was left of his drink out of the paper cup in his hand, on to the grass, and held it out to him. He grinned, proud of himself before heâd even said it. âIf youâre gonna spew, spew into this.â
It was the compulsive laugh at his stupid joke that was the problem. Joe did an almost balletic pirouette out of the way of Patrickâs nerves getting the better of him, and immediately looked mortified.
âCrap, dude, I didnât think the joke was that terrible.â
Patrick flipped him off and wiped at his forehead with his wristband.
âWait right there,â he said, like Patrick had any choice in the matter, and took off.
The world seemed to be spinning slightly by the time Joe returned, clutching a bottle of water from their rider and a few napkins from one of the hot dog stalls. He opened the bottle and held it out for Patrick to take.
âDude, I mean, are you okay and everything?â
âI donât - Joe, I donât think I can do it.â
âDo what? The show?â
Patrick nodded, his heart sinking as Joeâs face fell.
âBut⌠itâs our first show on the tourâŚâ
âI know, I -Â â
Suddenly, Joe had hold of his free hand and was pulling him away from the trailer to where they could sit down on a metal crate behind someone elseâs bus.
âListen, dude, I know what this is, itâs the nerves again, right?â
Guiltily, Patrick nodded, feeling like an asshole for ruining things again. It wasnât the first time his nerves had been a problem, but it wasnât usually as important as this that they played and played well. The would be real, high-profile people watching, journalists who could slate them and make sure the stage was deserted for the rest of the tour. It could kill their career before it was even really started.
âDude, the thing is, I know it sucks and everything, but youâre like, the best musician I know. The best singer I know. Youâre way better than a lot of the ones that like, get on the cover of Rolling Stone or Billboard, or anything. Youâre one of the best people I know, and I donât - I mean⌠I know you canât help it, but you shouldnât be nervous, dude. Thereâs nobody on this tour that could hold a fucking candle to you, basically.â
Awkwardly, feeling his face warming a little, but sure this time that it wasnât because he was going to barf, Patrick leaned in a little and rested his head on Joeâs shoulder. âThanks.â He could always rely on Joe to make an earnestly nonsensical effort to help.
Joeâs hand quickly slipped itself around Patrickâs and then, as an afterthought, almost, interlocked their fingers, squeezing deliberately.
Confused, Patrick blinked down at them; his own, pale and wide palmed and Joeâs already starting to tan in the sun, all delicate fingers and guitaristâs callouses.Â
âIf it makes you feel any better, Iâll try to distract them⌠Maybe there wonât be so many people paying attention to you, then, dude.â
Patrick laughed a little, no longer feeling like he was about to throw up, and lifted his head to look at him. Somewhere along the line, Weird Joe had turned into Cute Weird Joe and Thoughtful Weird Joe and it wasnât the first time that Patrick had thought about kissing him.
Just as he bit his lip and thought about leaning close to place one on his cheek, Joe let go, abruptly, and slid himself free, and it was his hand that was trembling, just a little. âAnyway, I should, like⌠I dunnoâŚâ He was standing up, already, gesturing to nowhere in particular, not really looking him in the eye.
âDude?â
âGo wash up and Iâll catch up with you right before we go on stage, yeah?â He was backing away, heading to the front end of the bus.Â
Patrick watched him go, vaguely worried. Had he read that wrong? If he did, how badly had he fucked things up? Would Joe get weird-weird with him, now?Â
At least it gave Patrick something to fret about that wasnât he show.
When he saw him again, back at their own bus, as Joe changed and Patrick brushed his teeth, Joe stopped for a moment, his top half-on and smiled at him, waggling his eyebrows. Patrick grimaced at him and muttered, âPut your clothes on, loser,â around his toothbrush, turning away, so he couldnât see how pink heâd gone.
It wasnât until they staggered off stage, sweating and exhilarated and half clinging to each other, that Joe caught his hand again and dragged him behind the tarpaulin valance hiding the scaffold structure below. The show had been amazing. People had been with there with them every moment, heâd never felt anything like it. Joe had practically run laps of the stage, Patrick caught him out the corner of his eye, at one point, half hanging off the edge, arm aloft, yelling into the crowd. Heâd really worked hard to keep his word and Patrick really wanted to thank him for it.
âWas it good?â
âYeah,â Patrick nodded, his breath catching a little as he felt cold, smooth metal against his spine through his sweaty shirt. âYeah, thanks, dude, it was -â
He didnât get to finish his sentence, because Joe was kissing him a little too hard and with nothing like enough tongue. He was pinned between two uprights and only one of them formed part of the stage.
âOh.â
âFeel better, now?â
Patrick nodded quickly and leaned back in, but hesitated a moment and asked, âJoe - earlier, when we were sitting on out back - ?â
âShh, forget about, it dude.â
âWell, itâs just -â
âRic, itâs not like I didnât want to, but like⌠you just puked, dude. Iâm into you, but Iâm not a savage. I actually thought I might do something gross and dumb, like do it anyway, so I figured I should get out of Dodge. But I totally spent the last, like, hour and whatever wanting to do this.â
With anyone else, Patrick would have been mortified. Devastated by the idea that heâd grossed them out. But this was Joe. Ridiculous Weird Joe, and it was really apparent that he wasnât so put off as to be unwilling to make up for lost time. Besides, if the shoe was on the other foot, he would probably have thrown up at the idea himself.
They lingered under the stage, making out in the dark until they could hear people yelling their names - Charlie and Pete, bellowing across the grounds, clearly enjoying the excuse to make noise. They werenât even kissing, anymore, just propped against each other, against the scaffold poles, tucked comfortably into each otherâs arms.
âWe should go find them, before Pete finds us,â Patrick sighed into Joeâs shoulder. It was strange how quickly heâd gotten used to the feel of Joeâs fingers under the hem of his shirt.Â
Joe kissed him once and pushed him towards the gap theyâd scrambled through to get in. Then, he disappeared into the shadows to find another way out. Patrick tried to watch him go, but he was nothing but a blacker silhouette in the the dark and a squadron of butterflies in his stomach.
By the time he let Pete find him and take him back to the bus, Joe was already sprawled on the bunk opposite Patrickâs. He smirked and nodded at him as he walked in and made to climb into his own bed. But there, tucked next to the pillow, was the paper cup from earlier. Except, written on it in Sharpie were the words, âYou might need this when you see me naked.â
for the ask meme, 15? I want to see what magic you can work with the phrase ^u^
(a/n: No pressure, huh :P)
I open my hands. I close them. "Operating at eighty-seven point three percent capacity and falling," I say.
I can feel adrenaline flooding my biological parts, and my drones dash down the corridor looking for the threat, but there isn't one, nothing I can see.
"Operating at fifty-two percent capacity. This unit recommends--" I clamp my mouth shut on more words, because I'm not garbage, I'm not disposable, and Amena is here and I can see that the way I'm acting is freaking her out, because sometimes some humans aren't completely stupid. I've got to get myself under control.
The shuttle passes between threads with the barest whisper, the loudest noise that Irene makes as she sits in the corner, weaving. Conversations wash over her like waves in the harbor: which barons her husband-to-be will murder, and how, how he and his father and their friends will divide the kingdom between them when they're done.
Either they think Irene isn't listening, doesn't care, can't understand--or they've forgotten she's there altogether.
Blues, light and dark, for sea and sky. Green and gray for olive leaves. Irene snips off one thread; takes up another.
Soon. Soon she'll destroy this house to its foundations.
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Evenings were always the best time at Warped, as far as Joe was concerned. The heat of the day would begin to fade and the lights hanging in strings around the fences and the merch tents would shimmer in the lingering warmth rising from the asphalt. The roof of the bus, their favourite place to hang out, by now, would get so hot theyâd have to bring up towels to sit on. Theyâd found you could get up through the skylight, too, if you climbed on Pete and Charlieâs bunks and lifted yourself through, which meant Patrick no longer had to dangle between the trailer and the bus and risk death by falling on to the hitch.
Tonight, Patrick was sprawled with his head resting on Joeâs leg as Joe sat back, propped on one hand, smoking idly, careful to lift his chin and exhale away from them as much as possible. They didnât have many dates left, on this tour. In less than a week, itâd be over and theyâd be back in Chicago. Itâd be like leaving summer camp with promises to keep in touch with all the kids theyâd made friends with, knowing they probably wouldnât.
âHey, Patrick?â
âMmhmm?â
âWhen we get home... I mean, like, weâre gonna keep this whole thing going, right?â
For a minute, Patrick lay still, his fingers fiddling with his wristband slowly. âWell, I sort of figured we would.â
âCool,â Joe nodded, even though Patrickâs cap was laid over his face and he wouldnât be able to see. There was a broad grin pulling at his cheeks and he felt a little stupid about it, but he was happy. Heâd wanted the tour to go on forever - provided he could get some laundry done, somewhere along the way - because stuff had changed, in the last couple of weeks and heâd been afraid, on some level, that the end of tour would mean the end of all that, too. Weird shit happened when you were away from home and the only person who could give you instructions were the sound guy and the tour manager.
He bent his knee to stub out his cigarette on the heel of his sneaker and tossed the butt in the general direction of the trashcan below. Then, he leaned down and pulled the cap off Patrickâs face and kissed his forehead.
Patrick grinned back at him, shielding his eyes from the last of the sun with crooked fingers and then puckering his lips playfully. âMissed.â
âI didnât miss, I was being affectionate, with my boyfriend.â
It was cute, the way Patrick blushed a little and bit his lip. He didnât say anything, he just reached a hand up over his head and patted Joeâs knee fondly. He didnât have to confirm it for Joe to know they were, now.
They laid there on the roof as it got dark, shuffling about to half lay on each other as the heat escaped into a cloudless sky, until Charlieâs shaven head peered out through the skylight and commanded, âStop being gross and get your asses inside. Weâre out.â
Later, when headcounts were done, and Andy was definitely on board, and Pete had been made to send his eyeliner-smeared buddy back to his own bus, and everyone else had settled around the table in the lounge to watch Weird Science, Patrick pulled back the curtain to Joeâs bunk and climbed in. For the first time, he was still there when they pulled into the new venue the next morning.
39. is Accursed, which @awake-atnight cheekily also asked for, for her second picks.
This is set before the last one.
âDammit!â Patrick hissed, pushing at Joeâs chest until heâd clumsily knelt back on his heels and done his jeans back up, while Patrick wriggled to yank his own pants back to decency. Theyâd both heard the steps bounding up the busâs stairs, and nobody bounded like that, except -Â
âYo! Howâs it going homies?â Pete was grinning as he yanked aside the bunk curtain. Joe was pretending to get something out of the cubby hole at the foot up the bunk, carefully angled so Pete could only see him from behind, while Patrick sat up and dropped his cap into his lap nonchalantly. âBusy?â
âNope,â Joe muttered, pointedly, ânever busy around here.â
âGreat, well, I was thinking that maybe tonight we can get Ken to stop the bus on the way through town somewhere, pick up a couple of pizzas and do a movie night, kind of? Weâve spent a bunch of time hanging out with everyone else, and I figured maybe we could do some band hangs, or whatever.â
Patrick glanced at Joe, wondering how long he could spend pretending to rifle through a cupboard smaller than the glove compartment in his car, and shrugged. âUh, yeah, sure. Sure, Pete, that sounds good.â
âSweet, Iâll go find Andy.â
âHeâs probably, like, still sitting at the last venue, wondering where everyone is...â
Pete winked and finger gunned them, âIâm on it.â
They waited just long enough for the bus door to click closed before Joe finally turned and flopped onto the mattress beside him.
âFuck. This.â
Laughing a little, Patrick caught his fingers in Joeâs hair, gently, and rubbed affectionately with his thumb. âThe time will come.â
âYeah, well, it feels like Iâll never actually get to, on this accursed fucking tour!â
âItâs not like you expected this to be easy, right?â
âNo, but I feel like two M&Ms trying to bone in a candy tube.â
Patrick chuckled and bit his lip, quietly pleased by the fact that Joe so eager to progress their two-week old and still-sort-of-secret relationship, even if it meant sneaking around to find a time when all eleven other members of their tour party were out, and more instances of blue balls than his grandmaâs bingo nights.
âOur options are kind of limited, yâknow? Either we keep trying until it works out, or we stop caring what people think. God knows Pete didnât care about people knowing he had someone in his bunk, two days ago.â
For a moment, Joe remained face down on Patrickâs comforter, wedged between his thigh and the side of the bus, then he pushed himself up onto his elbows, frowning pensively. âWell, I mean, like... I donât care if they know. I thought you did...â
âWell, not really, I just -â
âI feel like I should mention,â Andyâs voice piped up, boredly, from the bunk below, startling the crap out of both of them, âthat I have been painfully aware of you two trying to fuck for at least a fortnight.â
Sunbathing, candles and accost. I know you donât ship Patroh, so Iâve tried to make this one gen-ish, although itâs set in the same universe as the others. Itâs set very early in the tour, before the other fics posted so far.
There was a highway running way too close to todayâs venue, in Joeâs opinion. It made the air thick in the heat and irritated his lungs as he ran around on stage, taking great gulps of it in his leaps. It was utterly gross and heâd found himself complaining to at least three different Warped staff about the choice of venue, during the day. He probably sounded like an entitled dick, but he was pretty sure he was entitled to air to breathe, like it was a basic human right or something.
He didnât bother changing after the set, either, he just peeled off his soggy shirt and flopped down onto the grass outside the bus to let himself gently roast in the southern heat. The dry, yellow grass prickled at his back and somewhere a generator was whirring gratingly. This was totally not The Life.
âSunbathing?â Patrickâs voice asked, as he dropped onto the ground beside him.
Joe opened his eyes to squint at him in the bright afternoon light. His cap was pulled low over his face, sweaty, reddish strands sticking out from beneath it, stuck to his forehead and cheeks; his shirtsleeves were unrolled to protect the pale skin on his arms; still, he looked pink in the face and faintly flustered. âYeah, bathing in my own sweat,â he snorted. âItâs actually pretty gross and I think Iâm lying on a bugâs nest.â
âI am not designed for this,â Patrick nodded resignedly, tugging at the shirt sticking to his belly and shaking some air in to cool down.
âIâm like, dreaming of a Chicago winter, right now, dude. I will take my car buried in, like, six feet of snow any day of the week, rather than this crap.â
âYouâre a Floridian, shouldnât you be able to deal with it?â
âDonât you curse at me, jerk. Floridian! How dare you?â
Patrick grinned and dropped a handful of dead grass on Joeâs face in response.
For a little while, they sat, not quite enjoying the weather, but tolerating it peacefully together, watching the rest of their tour mates wandering around in varying degrees of misery and sweaty disarray. There was a distinct solidarity with the My Chem boys, their fellow Not Southerners, watching Gee stoically remain in his stage jacket in 102°F heat, his make up smearing itself into the overheated redness of his cheeks as he dragged on a cigarette in the thinnest sliver of shade on the site.
But it was Frank who strolled over to them, his hair plastered to his face with either sweat or pomade, the remnants of black smudged all around his eyes and down his face.
âHey,â Patrick said, grinning up at him and giving his habitual half-wave. âHowâs it going?â
âIâm melting like a fucking candle, man,â Frank told him grimly. âYou seen Pete?â
âPete?â Joe asked, opening one eye to peer up at him curiously. âLike. Our Pete?â
Frank frowned and glanced around them shiftily, shrugging. âWell, yeah - is he around?â
Patrick glanced at Joe pointedly. âHeâs on the bus, I think.â
âIf not, look for the horde of screaming girls if you feel like getting accosted,â Joe offered, watching as Frank nodded a thoughtful thanks and made his way to the door.
âHey, you donât⌠you donât thinkâŚ?â Patrick asked, under his breath.
The splutter of laughter slipped from Joeâs lips before he could stop it. âSeriously?â
âWell, I mean⌠stranger things have happened.â
Joe scrunched up his nose and grinned at the thought. âIt canât happen, dude. Itâd be like dividing by emo.â
But when they next saw Pete, Patrick elbowed Joe hard in the arm and nodded in the direction of the black smudges on his fingertips.