michiru2042 replied to your post: i really canāt put into words how much ayumi...
I know. Sheās clearly been having trouble for a few years, and she keeps trying so hard. Sheās so incredible, and so strong.
she really is. and she pours all of that into her music, into her performances, into sharing what she can with us, and itās devastating to see what happens to her body not because of that, but almost to spite all her best efforts.
then i think, āif this is what sheās capable of being and doing while sheās having trouble, then arenāt we lucky that weāre able to share these experiences with her?ā weāre so lucky that sheās giving us what she can while she can, and iām more than a little horrified to hear how much pain sheās been in while still giving us music to enjoy. even when it comes to her own body, ayumi hamasaki the artist comes first.
and i know sheās never been the type to take it easy or rest up, but i really hope she can find some kind of happy medium for her healthās sake. no one worth her time would think ill of her for doing what she has to.












