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I have seven hours to do this, and I don't think that is enough. When I think about how long it took me to do my SURF proposal, this is fucking scary. I suck. But I still don't want to do it. I still have no motivation.

I'm just thinking of Friday, and Kyle, and his face, and his skin, and the soft electricity that will be running through our veins for a week, a whole week ! Goddammit.

This is the worst night I have left, and I don't want it to start. I want to lay in my bed and dream of better days, days that are coming very quickly... Schoolwork makes me miserable and I don't want to deal with sadness right now, I want to be happy because something so good is coming, and I am not allowed to enjoy it until it is upon me because of this shit. 

It's hard because I want to do this research proposal right but I don't know why. Why do I care about this? I don't know the reason, so it feels like I shouldn't care. It feels like I should just be able to write some shit and not think so much about it and be done with it. But she told me that there were two important things I needed to accomplish with this proposal. One is convincing her that it is important or interesting. Two is proving that I know what I am doing. The first one I can do, I think, it will just require a little more obnoxious reading. The second one? Not so much. This is terrifying because I am lost.

Chemistry is a big dark hole with some wonky gravity problems in which I keep floating around, reaching out and trying to grab on to something, anything but there is nothing there. I am blind. I don't understand, and I really am just pretending. Some things I do get, certainly. But I can't tell you the number of times I have become an actor when it comes to chemistry. Seems like I am pretty good, too because nobody catches on to my bullshit. 

It's just like . I know this is going to take a LOT of effort to pretend I know what I am talking about, because Dr. Michelsen is not going to take my bullshit. xD