Goodbye Mike
So you've been like a brother to me, I love you to death and I will always be with you. You've been my rock and my savior and something as simple as my pillow. We've always had a strange connection, I always felt different around you, I hated you and then for a while I thought I needed to impress you, like I had something to prove, but you accepted me as me and made me feel comfortable and happy.
I'm sorry I had to go so soon, I wish I could have spent more time with you, but my time is up. How does the one thing that is supposed to save your like, be the thing that kills you? I had no clue what to do, but I knew the sooner I was gone, the sooner you all could get on with your lives and not worry about me. Maybe I'm a coward, maybe I'm incredibly stupid, but I did this for you all and I did it for me. I am always here for you, always with you, so please don't be sad, life is such a beautiful thing. Appreciate it while you can.
You are my best friend, practically my brother. Take care of yourself. I love you so much. I'm sorry I've been a bitch, I'm sorry I've been so back and forth and mean and then a mess all at once, I just don't know how to handle this anymore, how to be happy. But please know that I'm happy now.
Don't forget about me,
Ronnie, your unicorn.
P.S. There's a memory stick with this letter, it's my song I made for you. Didn't know if you would want it, but it's yours now, do what you please with it.

















