#metalks

rpf, shipping doesn't always = truthing

Im never gonna actually rationalize proof

Truthing is just part of the creative excercise

Also. Labels can be blurred, reality can be painted with different lense or obscured. Thats what art is bro. Everything cool does that. I think.

It doesn't mean theres an agenda to proove past or present reality. Its personal, subjective - like any commentary. Its literally entertaining imagination. Thats the part thats important in my book. That's what it means to me.

Perception is subjective. So Im just taking it to the extreme for fun. In the boundries of fiction and imagination.

Musings inspired by real people and their real patterns are interesting to me because they have direct connections to the human psyche and the human condition. When analyzing fictional media you do this filtered thru the author/creator of said medias psyche as well. Thats an additional layer, also awesome. But the special and fascinating thing abt rpf to me is this. Aspect.

And yes it is weird. And i would never want the real people to acknowledge or interact w or see fandom activity ESP mine. Thats where my ethical code lies. But if they do choose to enter fandom spaces on their own accord and interact/refrence fandom. Then i will incorporate THAT META LAYER into the narrative i build in my head too. Which is again an additional layer that can make smth interesting or not depending on how weird you wanna get widit lmao.

No public figures are entering tumblr accidentally and scrolling their tag and stumbling on fandom. So i feel safe here. And most of my rpf is not shared at all. But i love the community. I think its just an interesting 21st century thing its unique and weird and cool to be in. And it teaches me a lot about.. human. culture. social dynamics. creativity. power of mythmaking. it's literally collective mythmaking in action like thats crazy cool. Idc what anyone thinks lmao.

Nah i do.