#metalacolypse

Along with a cringe comic because even tho I might be cringe I’m free 💔

Who should I make?

This is a song about dysphoria and accepting ones self and making the world fucking deal with it.

"Why can't I make up my mind?"

Something many trans people experience before coming out and are told afterwarda about their names, their existence, their pronouns.

"Is this your knife in my back?"

The betrayal you experience your entire life with people making "jokes" at trans peoples expense and when you come out the people who turn on you.

"Why's this mood mood swinging around like an executioner swings an axe? This is a warning. You Stay away. Just take a tiny step back. It's in my DNA. Where am I going. I lose control in the streets."

The fear of accepting that part of yourself and the deth throws of another self that wounds and maims those around you when in denial? Also the lost of one's home and safety and unknown of what's next.

"It's overflowing. This transformation is complete. This is a warning. But get the fuck away. We're going to get darker. It's in my DNA. Beware and clear the streets."

I'm who I am. I'm think I've done what needs to be done. I'm complete but wait! There's more. There's unknown depth.

"The reaper is released. Stare not into their eyes or the angel of death you will greet."

This I kinda feel could be a line to parents or loved ones. You might see the person you loved but they are my deadself. They don't exist anymore.

"Like it or not you just got caught in a Bloodbath."

It matters not what you want. I am me. Deal with it.

"Somebody throw me a party cause it's my debut."

I'm coming out! I want the world to know, got to let it show!

"Cause if I'm bathed in blood then so are you."

My gender affirm care is no different than yours bitch 🫰

"Don't give a fuck about nothing else, this is my Bloodbath"

I'm don't being what others want from me! I'm gonna be "selfish and be me!

"You ain't seen rage, You ain't seen wrath."

We got pride though!

"Now strap yourself in, motherfucker. I am the cosmos. I am your torment. I bring forth life. Witness my accent."

Now here I am. I am a living being. I don't care if I hurt you by existing you! I feel alive! Witness how happy I am and above you!

"Sit your ass down because the shark is in town and it's a Bloodbath"

Clearly we are talking about our lord and savior Blähaj.

"I must share my discomfort with you."

Trans folks being expected to share their story with *everyone*!

"Now bow to the power or be consumed."

Accept it we aren't leaving. We've always been here in one form or another.

"Fuck the whole world because it's coming unfurled and it's a Bloodbath."

The world is crazy. It's dangerous for us and it can fuck off.

"You have no clue. The pain is transcending. Now fuck up and die. My patience is ending. Oh it's a blood bath. "

Existing as who you are not is unimaginably painful for those that haven't experienced it and we're tired of explaining it.

"Why do I feel so big? Why do I feel so ugly?"

I mean, this is so common. Why do I feel like this? Why can't I love myself. Why was I born in this body?

"This is my only path. It's our Bloodbath. It's our Bloodbath. It's our Bloodbath."