#messageforhim

Everything has been perfect. I met you on my sixteenth birthday, and everything has been uphill from then on. Everything has been so passionate and amazing - a ride of emotions.

As I love how you and I become so passionate for each other, I fear that our lust for each other might be what is running this relationship. I know that you love me, and I love you, but I have to be certain that it is not just your touch on my skin or my lips on yours.

This is my vow, to me and to you, that I will control myself no matter how tempting the situation gets. Whenever I feel frustrated (in whatever way), this blog will be my outlet.

I want us to be the couple which proves that our love for each other outweighs our lust for one another. I am thankful that we are both pure, but I’d like to keep it that way until we’re married.

I know you’ll understand. I just hope I am able to keep my word.

With love,

Alam mo bang matagal na kitang gustong iwasan. Hindi na replyan sa mga pm mo sakin. Mapatxt man o sa fb. GUSTO NA KITANG IWASAN, pero HINDI KO MAGAWA :( ..

Bat kc gnyan ka? Malambing kba talaga? O sadyang malandi kalang? Hmm.. malandi knga lang tlga cguro. Haaayst. Hndi ko alam kung, ako lang ba ng ginaganyan mo. Pero pkirmdm ko, uu na hndi. Napaka clingy mo kc (pinakanakakainiz na katangian mo). At, andaming crush… Haaaayst.. Pero kh8 ganun ka. Wala ee. Tinamaan tlga ako ..

Hmm.. mnsan naiicp ko, bat ko ba cnbi yun.. na.. “Hndi pede kc, ayoko pa magka bf ngyn. Bawal kc nag-aaral pa ko.” Ganun… Kaso.. Ang hirap magpigil ng feelings. Gusto kong sbhn yung nrrmdaman ko. Gustong gusto.. Kaso..

Sabi skin ng kaibigan ko, dahil sa cnbi ko na bawal churva, bka puro prmdam lng dw gagawin nun kung meron man. Ako lang rin daw ang mssktan, wala din kcng kasiguraduhan. Focus nalang daw muna sa pag aaral ko. Kaya yun :( ..

Sa ngayon, nag iicp parin ako. Kung, tuloy yung ganitong routine, na kausap ka lagi. Or, stop na. Para maputol na. Para hndi na lumalim ang sakit. Hmmmmp :( .. I really don’t know what to do :((( ..

“Lord, bakit nyo ba sya pinakilala sakin? Bkit kami naging close? At tama ba tong nrrmdaman ko? Lord.. Please. HELP ME...”  :(((((((((( ..

Nagmamahal,