#meserable

im so far gone I'm past no return everything these past couple of years has been getting worse the only thing i have left is music and I've been to depressed to even try to play lately haven't been sleeping or eating lost everything that i loved and hurt the person that meant dearest to me. i have no idea who this is that I've become but i don't like it i cant see where i went wrong but clearly i cant go back I've tried life is meant to be lived its to short to just be upset everyday but i just cant take it everything that can possibly go wrong has seems everyones better off without me anyway.