@mermaydes sent:Ā maybe we just found forever at the wrong time. :)
he wants to collapse, crawl so deep into a hole that no one, no one can ever find him and make him come out. thatās always what he wants when he thinks about all the ways he and bobbi have hurt each other. the ways they canāt fucking seem to stop hurting each other and the people around them. clint was not raised on fairytles of handsome princes and beautiful princess living happily ever after, he did not have those stories ringing in his head when he imagined his future.
but was love always supposed to have a blood trail behind it?
reaching out, desperate always for the connection of a touch, until he could just put a hand on bobbiās waist, he didnāt try for anything else. didnāt know if he could manage it without his hands shaking.Ā āthought forever meant, yknow, forever. not that we had to figure it out in a certain time frame.ā
