#merifyingpostic

I hate it when I'm super duper sensitive to criticism and can't handle it so I would just lash out at others and isolate myself for days until I build up a new identity or revive that by saying idgaf knowing damn well I did give a fuck and that I'm just trying to distract myself from exploding due to it. (then several days later I would go crazy over it again)

It is to my solution that I shall shoot myself

I genuinely have no hope for this year, I already went downhill now I'm going downhill, thank god I have Ringo to dump everything I deal with.

I WANNA DIE SO BAD

It is not normal that 😭😭😭 my first thought is for people to abuse me once they're upset 😭😭😭😭 I am not a masochist I swear 😭😭😭