#mere rambles

Sometimes I’m struck by the realization that I am the back up friend. Traditionally this doesn’t bother me, but I have been in a bit of a weird place lately.

I have the mighty need to dress like those soft outfit memes... the oversized sweater w high socks and skirt... that's the shit

mere speculations, but i feel like a failed pregnancy might be what it takes for touka to regain the anger she once had at the world. touka once challenged the injustice towards ghouls but as people have pointed out before, this is seemingly absent in the current touka. her parents death initially made her challenge the world and her child's death might return her to this state. of course she's a lot more mature now, so i doubt she'd go as wild as she was in the past but this might make her more proactive in the fight, for reasons of her own rather than her being supportive of kaneki and the rest. and with the whole issue with yoriko, i can see touka being more involved in the front lines rather than sitting back and watching the rest because of pregnancy. just a personal thought. :o

The thing I wish people had told me before persuing a career in healthcare is not about the toxic hierarchy or the way patients are going to treat you. NO, it’s that healthcare has its own fashion and trends. You can walk into work feeling like the baddest bitch in the hospital and then run errands after work feeling like a fool. Especially in the south, u walk out in ur little fleece vest mid summer, and ur not going to see anyone else with a fuck ass vest on or platform clogs 😭

I get emails from AO3 with kudos notifications just often enough to remind me that "oh yeah, I wrote some stuff." Then I get excited that people are still on that fandom.